160313 - Found a job

Hoorah! I'm finally employed! Great news or what?

I'm currently working in Temasek Club under the Marketing & Communications Dept as an executive.
Well, the job scope is pretty much like corporate communications and I am very glad that I do not need to do sales as my core job scope! hoorah!

Things are pretty much interesting especially that I'll be working under and awesome manager + a humorous designer. First day was long but yet interesting.

It is the people in the environment who make the job fun. Even though there are countless of stuffs that are needed to do, these humane interactions will make the time pass faster! Can't really wait to decorate my own desk with stuffs and such. hehe.

This is my first job and I can't wait to show my potential!!

jobless 010313

It is March.. like oh fucking crap I am jobless for 3 months already.

How worst can it be right living off my parents and sister at the age of 23. Do you think I want it? No.

Companies wanted to hire people with experiences. But where the fuck could we fresh graduates get our experiences from if you do not hire us? Logic right?

I really wish I could get a job by my birthday. :(

Job hunting seriously suck balls.

hello there

Well, it has been awhile huh.

2013... Was quite normal for me. There isn't any big issue to deal with unlike the beginning of 2012.

Lost 2 members in my maternal family, so hence this Chinese New Year ain't gonna be that lively... But still, we have to carry on with our lives.

Finding job is a bitch man, gosh. It is like hard to find unlike finding part time jobs. I miss USS, I miss 15 mins and I miss SOTA as well as teaching tuition. I miss my hectic working/studying life. But all these can't be done because I am looking for a kick-start job for my graduate life.

How does it feel to be a graduate? Well, no feeling much since that my convocation will be in July.

Love life wise, nothing much. There is a person that I've been talking to but I can say that our status quite stagnant. It is not like the past where there are hugs and kisses and all. Perhaps this is a way to test and to find out whether are we really both attracted to one another or just enjoying the attention given.

I think I have grown up. Like seriously grown up able to weigh my priorities and strengthen my determination. I believe that I can get a job fast and to work hard for my future.

Wish me luck.

081211

It's been hell of a week of examination. :\

Anyway, I found this Challenge online and feel like doing it when my exams are over!!

As you know that I'm a nail polish addict by now~ So I'm gonna follow this challenge once I've gotten my tools! HEHEHE.

2011 has been hell, can't wait for 2012.

151011

Many things happened recently. Bad things to be exact. Wasn't in the right mood to do anything.

It's saddening, to see people leaving your life. I'm selfish, for wanting others to adapt into my life and taking it for granted.

For bombing people with umpteen times of my worse points in life, expect them to hear it without complains, I'm truly a selfish whore.

At the age of 21, I've tasted quite number of situations where life wasn't easy. People came and people left. What's left are memories and disappointment that can't be recreate or be able to taste it again.

October, a month of revelation, where I've broke my record of crying for 4 nights in a row due to different issues.

Life is fucked up. Misunderstandings are bound to happen. So now, either it is a brand new beginning, or yet another fucked up ending.

Those who meant to be back, will be back. I ain't forcing no one. It's your decision.

I'll update this space with exciting posts soon.

Life at it is

Sometimes I really wonder, do our life's fate & destiny fixed in such way.

Especially mine.

Been wanting to rely on someone for so long. Time passes, many ideal candidates came and gone.

I'm sick and tired of being played already.

The first time when I had enough courage to confess to someone, he lied saying that he wished to be single. And yet, 5 days later he went back to his ex.

The second time when I really forgotten the first, and brave enough to pursuit my 'happiness', he lied saying that he is single where he actually been attached for long.

The third time, where I stopped finding guys and this dude came along. End up, he was on the verge of breaking up with his gf and used me as a sparetyre. In the end, gave me an excuse saying that I'm very much like his gf, and he went off with another young lady.

The fourth time, where I've thought that this would be the one, he came and I fell in love too. Thought that everything went on smoothly and who knows that he is has a baggage with him. Told me that he can't forget his 1st and he too, left me behind.

Here and there came along guys that said they liked me. In the end? One by one starts to leave me, lied to me, used me.

I'm seriously tired of being used, being cheated.

You might be thinking that hey, at least you still kept your first love empty.

But seriously, what's the use of being a relationship virgin at this age? Would guys really cherish it? No.

You might ask too, why do I need a man... Yes, I can survive very well on my own. Been doing that since the day I met with this harsh society.

But somehow, I just need reliance. I need to feel wanted.

Time after time, I've been picked up and to be known that I'll be smashed against the wall of reality. It's tiring.

That is why now, I'm sincerely afraid of entrusting my feelings to anyone. I believe he, the one who wants it, worth it would try any means to get me.

Just that the wait is too long. fuck this shit.