Take my wings and fly away

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2011-12-08T15:02:00.002+08:00

It's been hell of a week of examination. :\

Anyway, I found this Challenge online and feel like doing it when my exams are over!!

As you know that I'm a nail polish addict by now~ So I'm gonna follow this challenge once I've gotten my tools! HEHEHE.

2011 has been hell, can't wait for 2012.

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2011-10-15T20:03:00.002+08:00

Many things happened recently. Bad things to be exact. Wasn't in the right mood to do anything.

It's saddening, to see people leaving your life. I'm selfish, for wanting others to adapt into my life and taking it for granted.

For bombing people with umpteen times of my worse points in life, expect them to hear it without complains, I'm truly a selfish whore.

At the age of 21, I've tasted quite number of situations where life wasn't easy. People came and people left. What's left are memories and disappointment that can't be recreate or be able to taste it again.

October, a month of revelation, where I've broke my record of crying for 4 nights in a row due to different issues.

Life is fucked up. Misunderstandings are bound to happen. So now, either it is a brand new beginning, or yet another fucked up ending.

Those who meant to be back, will be back. I ain't forcing no one. It's your decision.

2011-10-07T16:01:00.001+08:00

I'll update this space with exciting posts soon.

Life at it is

2011-09-18T20:07:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder, do our life's fate & destiny fixed in such way.

Especially mine.

Been wanting to rely on someone for so long. Time passes, many ideal candidates came and gone.

I'm sick and tired of being played already.

The first time when I had enough courage to confess to someone, he lied saying that he wished to be single. And yet, 5 days later he went back to his ex.

The second time when I really forgotten the first, and brave enough to pursuit my 'happiness', he lied saying that he is single where he actually been attached for long.

The third time, where I stopped finding guys and this dude came along. End up, he was on the verge of breaking up with his gf and used me as a sparetyre. In the end, gave me an excuse saying that I'm very much like his gf, and he went off with another young lady.

The fourth time, where I've thought that this would be the one, he came and I fell in love too. Thought that everything went on smoothly and who knows that he is has a baggage with him. Told me that he can't forget his 1st and he too, left me behind.

Here and there came along guys that said they liked me. In the end? One by one starts to leave me, lied to me, used me.

I'm seriously tired of being used, being cheated.

You might be thinking that hey, at least you still kept your first love empty.

But seriously, what's the use of being a relationship virgin at this age? Would guys really cherish it? No.

You might ask too, why do I need a man... Yes, I can survive very well on my own. Been doing that since the day I met with this harsh society.

But somehow, I just need reliance. I need to feel wanted.

Time after time, I've been picked up and to be known that I'll be smashed against the wall of reality. It's tiring.

That is why now, I'm sincerely afraid of entrusting my feelings to anyone. I believe he, the one who wants it, worth it would try any means to get me.

Just that the wait is too long. fuck this shit.

horrible august

2011-08-20T14:20:00.002+08:00

This august was quite a horrible one.

I've decided to come out of the quicksand myself. Stay afloat and all.

However, yet, I've stepped into another one too quickly.

Totally asking for it.

I blame myself for that. I trust my intuition. This won't be the one either.

I gave too much. Silly me, to think that it would keep a guy's heart.

A guy is still a guy. No matter what, they have the controlling decision.

fuck my life.

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2011-08-13T01:51:00.002+08:00

2 months back, I had my share of hope & fun.

I thought, I pondered before, it is not as if I didn't have my guards on.

But still, shit still chose to stick on me. I can't escape from it.

2006, 2008 and now 2011.

How many more 'lessons' shall I learnt before I really deserve some reciprocated love?

I don't want to be a replacement, an escapade, or another burden or baggage in someone else's life. I had enough of all those dramas.

This is my last straw of hope. If things aren't changing, I'm gonna fuck care it.

To you,

You can always said that you are tired. Physically, mentally, emotionally. You have your rights, yes. But you are the one who dragged me down into this shithole. I'm a woman, I need to be doted as well. If feelings fade, or you've regretted or so, just fucking get straight to the point and tell me.

I'm tired, seriously, 2 months is enough to torture, because it is almost every minute I'll be thinking about you, revolving my world around you. I need to find myself back.

xoxo,

Your Silly Girl.

2011-07-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

A hello.

A whatapp message.

A phone call.

An initiative date.

A pair of wedges.

A smile.

A grab-hug in a bookstore.

A kiss in the cinema.

Two bottles of coke.

A piece of fried chicken cutlet.

A hug upon seeing.

Two bottles of Lemon Barley Drink.

Two pairs of 3D glasses.

A long sheltered walkway.

An overhead bridge.

A night meet up.

A pair of held-hands.

An owl ring.

A paragraph of memories.

eight hundred and nine.

2011-07-23T10:56:00.001+08:00

this is the 809th post.

feeling awkward.

feeling unwanted.

feeling like I'm irritating.

I feel weird.

2011-07-08T22:15:00.001+08:00

2011-06-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

xoxo, Miranda

2011-06-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

I know it is my own fault for thinking too much about it.

But, what's done is done. Time can't revert the things I did or accepted.

I'm too afraid to move on and take the step.

I'm fear of it being an illusional step and I'll just fall into the pitch again.

I took years to got out of it, and I don't wish to fall back in.

Still, I do not have enough trust to grab his hand and ask him to take me away.

But, how often do chances come by?

I can't stuck with my old pathetic memories of my teenage years. I need to move on.

But I need courage to do so. I don't have courage now.

I fear, I fear of losing it even though I'm not sure that I have it already.

I fear of the sudden lost when I realized in the end I'm being thrown away and

all these are just dreams and illusions.

I'm like stranded on a desert and I don't know whether I should look for the oasis or

wait for random stranger to rescue.

Right now, I think I saw an oasis ahead. But I'm afraid to walk towards it as I'm scared that

it might be just a mirage. However, if I don't move forward, I may lose my chance of survival.

What shall I do now? :(

I need courage. Can someone bring me to Land of Oz to find the Wizard that can give me the courage potion?

oh damn it.

2011-06-10T16:28:00.002+08:00

Tried the new masks range, Love More.

I think my face is a tad allergic to it leh. tsk.

Anyway, both BFF Ber & KM went overseas. hehe.

Ber went to USA for like a month. and holly shit, Harry Potter stuffs! ^^

KM went to Bangkok and shop like a drunkard. Bought a pretty bag and a bird ring for me!

awesome.

I only shower attention to those that are worthy.

Taipei Trip 2011

2011-05-31T21:18:00.005+08:00

10 May 2011 - It was the end of my Spring Semester. After the last paper, instead of going to Orchard Road, or having fun with my friends, me and my bff KM went straight home to pack our luggage :D

Awesome or what? Because we are departing to Taipei on that midnight ! HEHE. So logically speaking, it is 11 May.

It is an awesome feeling to go overseas with friend. I mean, come on, that is like LIBERATION at 100 level.

We planned our itinerary on our own. We'll be staying at Taipei for 6 days.

So as to say, we both had been to Taipei before, so the experience of this trip is the outcome of the previous. ^^ Because both of us had different experiences, it is awesome to combine them both and have tons of fun with it!

DAY 1 - We arrived at Taipei at around 6:30am. Waited around till 7am for the Youth Travel Pass than took the KuoKuang Bus to Taipei City to deposit our luggage at the hotel front desk.

The hotel we stayed in is bloody small, but ya, save on lodging and spent on air tickets is our strategy so yah.

We went to XiMen area, Dan Shuei & Shi Lin Night Market.

& of course, how can we forget KOI & AH ZHONG MEE SUA please.

DAY 2- The luxury day. Went to Jay Chou's Restaurant, Taipei 101 (awesome weather) & WuFenPu Fashion District.

It is sad to realize that WuFenPu has became so commercialized that almost all the prices are jacking up. =( it used to be so so cheap.

DAY 3 - AMUSEMENT DAY

Went to Leofoo Village with is at a suburb area from Taipei City. Just happened that when we're there, it is SPONGEBOB THEME! HAHAHA! SO CUTE PLEASE.

Subsequent days, we went randomly to some ulu area, shopping districts, finding new places, ate buffet, went Holiday KTV... Totally enjoying our life and forgot totally about Singapore please.

YES! We brought back frozen XLBs.

Some auntie sells metal badges on an umbrella. Bloody innovative and cheap!

DING TAI FUNG is the sex please.

Overall, I went with a 9kg luggage and came back with 22.6kg. hehehe.

Tons of things to buy and I hate the fact that I need to bother about my expenses. URGHS.

The next time I'll go will perhaps be next year together with my cousin. Perhaps won't go America for UB already. =|

Can't wait for the end of year trip to KOREA! WOOHOO!

Twenty one

2011-05-19T13:17:00.002+08:00

This year has been quite amazing.

Okay, initially it was bad with all those freaking dramas and illnesses of my family.

But now, it is getting more and more, life-like.

I finally went overseas with my best friend Kah mun last week to Taipei. I feels like a grown up where I can fly and be independent on my own. I've planned the itinerary and saved up my own expenses there. I'm more of an CHEENA kind of girl, therefore Taipei is a place where I'm quite contented. Okay, I know geographically and 'politically' they are unsafe. But check SG out now, politically safe? I can't imagine what life would be like when it is my generation to rule next.

Another thing is. I finally gotten my tattoo. Yes, a fucking tattoo that I wanted it and I've planned it 2 years ago. It is meaningful to me so fuck off anyone who said I get it on impulse.

I designed it my own and went to the parlor ALONE. I woke up yesterday to an empty home.

Ate cereals and wash up. Head down to the Hair Salon near my place and gotten my high lights with black base.

Ah lian? I don't give a fuck yo, because whatever I do, even if I have JET BLACK HAIR, I was labelled as an Ah lian too. So what?

After my hair, I cabbed down to Far East Plaza, took the escalator and walked straight to the shop. I need to wait for my turn, 7pm. Time check it is only 5:30pm. I need to chill alone.

The wait was agony thou, as I don't know how painful it might get and all. I was all alone. No one to whine and hold on to. Best friends were all overseas and phone line was being a bitch.

But I'm very glad with the results. This is on permanent. And this is my 21st birthday gift for myself.

Happy 21st Miranda. You are awesome.

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2011-05-06T13:56:00.002+08:00

hello there!

I've sorta changed a little bit here and there of my blog design. ^^

I like it simple. To be honest, I'm actually a minimalist. I hate complicated patterns and all.

3 more days till I depart to Taipei with my BFF Kahmun. Can't wait, can't wait. Itinery were planned and I hope the weather would be awesome when we arrive.

Will depart at 115hrs from Singapore & to add a little spice, we'll be travelling in SQ! HEHEHE.

Well, Singapore Airlines is one of the Top Airlines and it is good to travel is luxury sometimes!

I've never travel out with friends alone before, well taken a plane with friends, yes.

To Thailand when I was Primary 5 & to Tokyo, Japan when I was Secondary 4.

This would be AWESOME POSSUM.

^^ - I'm living my life at it's best now without any worries.

Can't Stop Tumblring

2011-05-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

xoxo, Miranda

2011-04-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm back to civilization. ;)

Currently at the end of my second semester in UB now, things are pretty much on the track. Time flies isn't it? Per year I'll have 3 semester. Trimester, that's what we called it.

Can't wait to clear those harsh and time consuming modules so that I can shake leg and get my cert.

And hello again, I'm 21 now. Things are quite awesome these few days. Nostalgic feelings are back again with familiar faces appearing back in my life. Better to gain a friend than losing one right?

We all had grown up. Some people needs 'life lesson' to get the ball rolling, while some, needs guidance from others.

I'm pretty much contented with my current lifestyle of studying/working. It keeps me away from thinking-too-much about stuffs. But however, it is MF tiring.

I'll do it.

Taipei trip with bestie in 2 weeks time. Can't wait!!

2011-03-09T22:07:00.002+08:00

wow, i didn't know once I neglected my blog for awhile and spams start getting on.

haha.

I forget things that are not important.

Hypocrite? How real can someone gets?

Grow up.

Since spammers loves tag boards, thou shall remove :D

** to you.

It has been so long and if you are still

bothered about the fact that you aren't appreciated, you are wrong.

Things are still here and not all have to say.

I have my life and freedom & you have yours.

So, move on and have a great adventure out there.

2011-02-28T17:51:00.001+08:00

I want everything from worldwidefred please!

2011-02-28T17:28:00.002+08:00

Well, ok, i finally update my blog now.

It has been a very happening month in February. Apart from Chinese New Year, I've gotten another job!

Yes, I will be working in Cold Stone Creamery at Orchard Central!

The concept is similar to that of Cold Rock, but however, cold rock founded in 1996 and Cold Stone is well established in USA since 1988. You do the math yourself.

I still remember my first experience of Cold Stone is my first trip to Taipei in 2009 Oct. Then, Bernice told me about Cold Stone and how funny and nice the ice cream there, I went to tried it myself. It is a hilarious experience!

Being the pioneer batch in Singapore, I wonder I would make any silly mistakes or will it be fun.. Loads of questions appearing in my brain now.

Have been coping well with school. Don't really care that much as I know my priorities well. No guys in life now therefore no drama mama which is I love. :D

2011-01-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

So, it has been the 5th year.

Why everything still seems so awkward?

Why is it so when you have girlfriend I have to be absent from your life?

Why is it when only there is problem between you & her, I have to be there for you?

Why am I still so willing? No, I don't love you anymore. The infatuation, butterflies in stomach feeling is gone. Why am I still reacting this way?

Why is it when others asked about your girlfriend stuffs, you don't answer but yet glanced at me?

Why is it when others still make fun of us you look so awkward?

What am I to you? To me, you are someone special, no one can be replaced, not even my future husband. Because you are the 1st dude that I've confessed to, you are the one that I used to love without any reason. Because you are.

I know for sure I don't like/love you now, because I will like other people.

But why, why still I have that awkward feeling?

URGHS.

4th of Jan

2011-01-05T15:49:00.001+08:00

It is my first lunch duty at 15minutes.Received an awful news from sis. Immediately cab down from work to NUH. Seriously, it doesn't kill you when you're young, it is gonna kill you when you're old.Hate the fact that my dad is an example. But, it is enough to traumatize me for life. During the journey to NUH, i wanted a shoulder to cry on so so much, but, there's none. Only can call bff bernice to cry to. Damn it man.Seriously, what a 2011, first i got dumped & next, dad is ill..Happy fucking 2011.

2011-01-01T02:24:00.001+08:00

Fine, he shut it.

Happy New Year everyone. I had fun at work counting down even though we missed it as we were dancing around on the tables. hahahaha

2010-12-30T02:00:00.001+08:00

This Christmas I gave someone my heart. I hope he won't take it away so soon.

Finally ended all gatherings of my BFFs.

Bernice, Shar, Kryshelle, Angel, Joyce & Kahmun.

Felt so loved this xmas.

Can't wait for 2011 to start!!!

2010-12-26T20:06:00.003+08:00

This christmas is quite an interesting one.

"We can make a beautiful Christmas
We can make the world shine bright
As long as friends and family are with us
Every star will shine tonight
We can make it beautiful this Christmas [x3]
We can make a beautiful Christmas

Let's party in the snow under the mistletoe
Girl I've been waiting all year
Rudolph can take a break
Frosty can melt away
As long as I got you here"

- Beautiful Christmas - Big Time Rush

Someone special intro-ed me this song.

I'm paranoid, and I have the ultimate lowest self-esteem that anyone has.

2010-12-25T01:13:00.002+08:00

This christmas, I've bought and received :

a Parker Notebook from future bro-in-law

2 tubs of play-doh from myself

Chanel Dragon 475 from myself

Prints coloured paper from sis

3 awesome possum 1 & only posters from honey B. (Bernice)

Starbucks card from myself

Adding on, I also baked cookies (oatmeal & butter) for my friends.

Painted a Deathly Hallows Muji Bag for myself

A pair of Sperry Topsider from sis

& a Vapur water bottle for myself.

Ah, a fruitful christmas? This is an interesting year end. Shall wait for it.

Oh yah, in 5 more days, I'll be out of the probation period from my Class 3A license! Hooray.

Merry Xmas people.

2010-12-19T14:41:00.002+08:00

Xmas is coming.

This space seems neglected. Opps. Bloody sorry about that.

First semester of school had just ended, it is the holiday now (: of partying & late nights.

I'm glad that I've made a bunch of trustworthy and hilarious mix of friends in this new environment. Well, not say NEW environment given the fact that I've been in Ngee Ann for 3 years.

Life's been pretty amazing with a little drama, and that is what I could ever asked for.

A few more months to my 21st, it is a little, well, excited feel but I feel sad at the same time. By reaching that age, I'm being treated like an adult, no more excuses to be 'childish' anymore.

And for that, it gives me a feeling of that I'm too young to be feeling old.

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Xmas is around the corner, looking forward for the outing with my friends. Made a new friend, but will it blossom would be another topic. Shan't put too much hope on it as my love life is always screwed to the point that I'm hovering on the wall of sexuality.

No shit, I'm still straight. But, it is like a point where I'm not interested in Man or Women.

Fuck that shit.

On a happier note, parents finally bought an oven & mixer for me. Hoorahness. It's baking time.

I still want my Sperry Top Sider shoes.

If you read my blog for a few years now, you may see that I don't really use much for the 'ah-lian' tone anymore. Interesting eh?

Onward 2011.

Blogging pictures

2010-11-30T00:11:00.001+08:00

From now on, let the pictures do the talking yeah? :D

Handmade Deathly Hallows for Bernice.

December's finally here!

2010-11-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

One and Only Ice Cream Buffet in ION!

One fine day, I will walk out of this store with a pair of shoes.

Kah Mun's Cough Lozenges that made me laugh like hell.

The usual clique 2nd row from the back!

Went to Party World at Clementi on Wednesday.

Laughed till cry too~

I realized that friends are more important.

As they are the best distractions ever.

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2010-11-21T01:36:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, why am I so easily conform to a person's life.

Me, now, coughing my life away while writing this possible emo post. Why?

Yes, yet, another dude used me as a spare tyre. Is this my life supposed to be?

Is playing hard-to-get THE WAY to get guys now? fuck that shit seriously.

There is enough of gay men in my life now, all I need now is someone that will love me.

I have fabulous friends, loving family, stable school life, just that one miserable thing that barred me from the 100% terrific life.

And yet, everyone around me is having it, and not me.

No, I'm not jealous.

But for the fucking fact that it always comes loitering at the door but not entering into MY LIFE, than it will turn away.

??? Come, stay for awhile, and go. Than what for it appear in my life? To test me ?

Sorry, but I'm not those girls that will play hard to get, because I don't have the rights due to my weight.

Since that is the main freaking reason, I shall be anorexic, happy?

2010-11-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

Good day my friends.

It has been quite an exciting long Deepavali weekend.

Sis's & my collection of Anna Sui's Fragrance. hehehe. Prettyy.

On Thursday, met CCH in School and head to dinner together.

That east bugger brought me to Katong to eat Chicken Rice, luckily it is nice if not I'm so gonna chop his head off.

Had a stay-over with our friends, too bad Bestie B caught a fever, can't stay over with me, if not it'll be damn fun!

The dudes played Fifa till 6am, NO SHIT, I actually being entertained by them. hahaha.

Everyone left around 10am-ish while me and CCH were still asleep, left like burglars, don't know how to say good bye.

I prepared brekkie yo~ Healthier Choice for the win. Too bad the drummer dude don't like veggies. hahahaha.

Looked at him practice his drums, NO SHIT. Fuck his neighbours' life. It is bloody noisy can.

But luckily nice to hear lah, got rhythm not anyhow bing bing biang biang.

A picture of his prized possession. Need to thank him for the stay thou. Never been in the East side for that long, btw he lives in Tampines. & I'm quite bloody jealous that that area has almost everything. Left at around 2:30pm and stood in the MRT all the way to Jurong East. NO SHIT NO SHIT.

But *shucks* another close friend into the army, this happens when most of your best friends are dudes yo~

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On Saturday, managed to trick momma to Jurong point with me. HEHEHE.

Went to esprit & bought this umbrella! Bloody PRETTY! RAINBOW! Of course mine is the normal portable umbrella, not the big one.

& I didn't know NET clothes are so cheap. Guess the price of this tartan skirt!

$16 YO! SO CHEAP! & it is the last piece. I managed to get it down from the mannequin :D

& with the extra 3 books, I completed my Harry Potter's Collection.

Stupid enough, I actually bought another Order of the Phoenix, Newest edition not knowing that I've actually had one. DUMB FUCK MAN.

So basically yeah. HEHE. This sums up my weekend.

Can't wait for finals to be over.

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It is not that I don't wished to go,

it is the money and the time.

I hate it when it seems like I'm the major problem here,

but what can I do?

Tsk, I'm fine not going.

2010-10-25T00:58:00.002+08:00

Can't believe I'm saying this but school has been quite a bitch.

Yeah, midterm results are back and I like wise screwed it. oh well.

Anyway, I've wanting 2 things on my list. 1st is a baseball jacket. Hell yeah, I've been aiming for that 1 in New Look & will be waiting for a right time for it. URGHS. If not, IM SO going to EBAY for it. RAH.

I have tons of jackets, that is the ultimate reason why I don't buy it even if i can do it.
AH, Sperry Top Side Shoe, Damn it I don't care Im going to get it next month. YES.

My vans opened her mouth already. Cannot.

Was loitering at Haji with Bernice.

There's a shop with McQueen's Shoes.

OMG. I tell u, you pay for what you get. When my feet were in it, it is SOOO FUCKINGG SOFT THE INNER LINEN. OH MY GOSH. I cannot tell you HOW COMFORTABLE it is.

URGHHHS.

Ok, nuff rants, back to mugging. ;(

2010-10-13T20:33:00.003+08:00

I Can Haz Colourful Life

It's LOMO TIME!

I'm happy.

2010-10-05T00:12:00.003+08:00

Was busy these few days.

Projects and Mid Term Exams are killing me. Yeah, in uni they don't call it Common Test.

meh.

Anyway, I was addicted to Coin Dozer, and look at my coin count!

hehehehhehe.

Playing cookie dozer now!

Last week, @abcdefauzi & @xtheatre crashed my sociology lecture!

Aww, such great lecture mates.

CCH will be the one explaining, and Fauzi will be the one entertaining me.

SO AWESOME.

I need slimmer highlighters. Boss is ultra thick and bulky. But I don't want to waste money. =(

Picture taken during the 3 hours sociology lecture.

& My driving skills improved!

Momma went Ipoh. So, me and daddy drove to chong pang on Sunday for breakfast! :D

Such a rare sight! These bird poles are so rare in Singapore's neighbourhood already.

So, Momma went Ipoh. And I became the housewife.

Didn't want Daddeh to keep eating outside food, I decided to cook!

Day 1 : Linguine with Clams

Day 2: Sardines w Onions, Stir-fry Veggie with Oyster Sauce &

Tofu Veggie Chicken Soup!

Day 3 ( today ): Daddeh has sudden cravings for Sandwiches.

Therefore I prepared the ingredients!

Awesome ain't I?

Not only that, I've swept the floor, and did laundry.

hehehe.

Once I'm married, I want to be a housewife!

2010-09-27T22:32:00.003+08:00

Updates!!

Tuesday is Waffles Day at GELARE!

With the Ex Gelare Ice Cream Woman.

Saturday is GOOD DEED DAY!

Drove to Pasir Ris alone to meet Kayatree & Snail!

hehhehehe!

Mdm Wong's Animal Shelter is SO NICE LURH!!

kittiess

I can has a dog.

School has been killing me with projects.

Can't really get use to it. RAHHH.

2010-09-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

ooooo, I love my cursive handwriting here. Makes it so signature like. hehehe.

Drove to school today for noon lesson.

Can't take it when carpark is like shit in school.

Have to park in red lot. O_O

luckily no wheel clamp.

Went to town with bestie B.

waited for her for 1 hr plus!

So, I killed time over at prologue.

I like how book shops arrange the things in colour.

SO PRETTYYY!!

oppsie! Someone's changing!

I finally have my locker! YIPPEE!

2010-09-10T16:44:00.003+08:00

yoyo~!

School has been fun.

Brought my clique to Ngee Ann's Games Room. heh heh.

I still got the student card okay... So can access.

This is Joel.

I didn't know braces can changed someone's face so much. Ma chiam like plastic surgery already! O_O

on the side note, I've found a very cute wall paper for beast (iphone)! hehehe.

This is Randall, he works in Minds Cafe! So he is damn pro with all the board games.

We played Saboteur! Quite fun leh, and damn funny to play also. hahahaha.

Of course the classic Jenga. Carmen knock-over 3 time in a row. Awesome. But this is Sharyl. heh.

On Thursday, met up with Sean chi, Cheng Chai Hong and Bernice.

Sean will be heading to Hongkong for his overseas attachment for 6 months!

We met up in school, well, SIM is just beside Ngee Ann, so yeah.

Bernice rode her Dylan & Sean came and pick me up with his Mazda. Ai seh, I never sit in a Mazda before. haha. Mountain Tortoise much?

Went over to Holland V and ate Pho Hoa!

Something is wrong with their wall deco. VERY WRONG.

But their Pho(pronounced as FUR) damn nice!

It is actually noodle soup.

Sean ordered the original beef bowl while Bernice & me ordered the Chicken one.

All of us ordered REGULAR as the LARGE bowl was indeed LARGE.

Cheng Chai Hong came late, and in order to punish him. We lied to him saying that ours is the LARGE bowl. HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

AWW, look at his LARGE BOWL! It is like a POT or something.

Went over to Starbucks to chill.

Finally ate scones. Never had it before. lols.

Quite nice actually. Will try more in the future.

We were discussing about the Ah lian 'POUT PURSE STRETCH' kind of smile.

Coaching the dudes and CCH turned out to look like a butch. Damn funny.

After the long night, we went to KAP's Macdonalds as Sean was craving for fries.

Chit chat, till 3am plus! I love these kinds of sharing session. Surprisingly we were damn awake!

hehehe.

Can't wait for the next meet up.

Schoolwork is a bitch. RAH!

2010-09-05T22:39:00.003+08:00

Was at ION Orchard today.

Crapp, it was such a chore to head to town today.

Now I know how important Jurong East MRT is. ;S

I wanted to take bus 502 express there. But, once I reached the bus stop, I saw a humanoid-filled 502 to its doors. SCARY MUCH.

Detoured-Bus 99 to Bus 7.

But it was a horror too lah. It was so packed with *ahem* 'unwanted foreigners' that talk damn loud. so annoying. they are like shouting across each other when they are just sitting beside each other. I was deaf by the volume of my ipod.

So, i shopped today :D

Bought new eye liner brush from Sephora. O_O $20 bucks leh..... ;(

& bought new top from Bershka ;D

Rings from Diva! So cute right? hehe. I love the Dream & Wish & Hope.

& I do realised I like blue. jia lat.

owl that mummy bought for me while she did her random shopping at daiso IMM. hahahaha. ultra lame.

2nd week of school tmr!!

2010-09-04T16:56:00.002+08:00

Timbre Night Out on Friday!

Was so bloody shagged on friday man. Woke up at 6am plus because I'm afraid that there is no parking lot for me in school. HENG AH. managed to park at the parallel lot, without the parallel parking skill. heh.

School was a bitch thou. Was feeling damn tired. Lessons from 830 till 5pm! Annoying..

School textbooks are a whore. Each cost $50+? CRAP. & did I mentioned how heavy it was?

Need to chiong all my assignments already. Don't care!

Krysh came to SIM to meet me thou, drove all the way to substation & I missed the exit in CTE. hahahahhaa.

Bestfriend Shar & Damien came subsequently later..
And of course my honey b!
And Mr Jordan next. haha.

We had wings, rings & seafood duck pizza. Shiok.

The others ordered margaritas. Only me and bernice drank normal drinks as we are driving & riding.

Finally get to see 53A perform! :D

Awesome night with laughters and strippers. It is quite hilarious that a lot of people chose Timbre to celebrate their friends birthday. ;S

tmr is sunday! Can't wait for monday thou. Seriously, but weird.

2010-09-02T00:34:00.002+08:00

This is my iphone screen shot. hehehe.

Everyone say hello to Kevin!!

Awww. Isn't SHE cute. hehehe.

Yes, I have a fetish for birds.

SOC101 - Sociology class was very interesting.

At first, tcher gave us a set of writings to read.

It is abt Nacirema... some said to be native americans that women will bake their heads in oven.

gruelsome right?

but

Nacirema is actually American

cool eh?

After the 8pm DARS report shit, brought the clique(minus kenneth) to

Bukit Timah Food Centre. hehehe.

I had carrot cake!

& for gulity pleasure, bbq wings.

Not all mine lah!

Weekend is here soon! :D

2010-08-31T21:15:00.001+08:00

School has been damn amazing apart from the lectures.

I like my new clique!

Me, Clare, Sharyl, Carmen, Kay Khee, Randell, Joel & Kenneth!

Lols. It is like only the 2nd day of school & homework are coming up. Projects too.

Crapppppppp...

Not taking any CCAs already!

I love my iPhone 4 too! heh heh heh

2010-08-30T09:49:00.001+08:00

Got it!

Can't wait for school later!

New friends, new environment!

2010-08-29T00:13:00.002+08:00

hehehehehehehe.

I'm gonna get Iphone 4 on Monday!

happy happy happy! :D

Actually, I don't really need an Iphone.

But due to that I really need to check the stupid student portal every now and then for the venue for my classes, I have to be online during school hours.

Adding on, my timetable sucks like shit lah hor.

Monday - 12 to 130pm.

Tue to Thurs ends at 5pm.

Fridays I will have 3 classes from 830am till 5pm.

Oh crap crap crap.

I know I know, got work also complain. Now, schooling already also complain.

But seriously?

Never once I had a great timetable.

Zzzz.

L4D tmr with BFF Sharr & Damien.

2010-08-27T16:43:00.002+08:00

Hello! :D

So, I went for the orientation.

Made new friends. Great friends.

Saw one slut from ngee ann thou.

Ultra suay lah, didn't expect to see her there. TSK.

This is my OG group (:

New found bestie, Clare & Kahmun.

This is the 'chicken coop' that we slept overnight in.

WLE. At night so warm, morning so cold. TSK.

I had a sore shoulder from sleeping on the wooden planks.

UB exchange student! Tobias!

I asked him how was the camp, does orientation in the states some what like this?

He replied, " in the states we'll just have small groups talking session. THIS IS CRAZY."

ack.. hahahahaha.

* i know, my face damn chui~ Slept at 3am, woke up at 6am leh *

Next day, went out with lipps!

Aww, this woman, so long never see her already.

Met up to pass her pressie to her!

Glad that she love it.

Bought for her papercraft pencil case to prepare her to go RMIT-SIM next year

& Topshop mascara. hehe.

Caught Step Up 3 together.

OH MAN OH MAN...

It is so so nice!!

I'm so gonna sign up for O School.

See lah, recently so stress, even my menses is late.

CCB.

Pimples all coming out already.

Say hi to perseus! :D

Met up with my Science Centre sisters today.

Kayatree's last day already. ;(

Jannah kakak will be alone...

I really miss them thou.

Life in Science Centre would really be mundane without them.

Bought new shoes for monday!

hehehehehehe!

$30 cheap booties at Jurong East!

It is a steal okay!

12pm lesson on monday!

yay! Can sleep in.

than need to rot from 130 till 330 with Clare & there after a 630pm workshop for freshie.. damn it. tsk.

So complicated leh the timetable.

It is given to us in a big damn excel sheet. =_="

How to follow up?!

2010-08-23T22:44:00.003+08:00

Today, went to Science Centre for the last time to return my access cards & stuffs.

Anyway, everyone meet PERSEUS! :D

He will respond to his name. hahahahhaha.

ma chiam like dog liddat.

Every hamster I had/have will have a habit.

For Perseus, he will sleep like that on his wheel.

Look bloody stupid.

Anyways, after SSC, I went to Tuas to pick up Ah Beng & his sister from work.

After sending her home, we went to town!

Gonna accompany him to buy shoes. That poor thing, his Zara shoes gave way already. hahaha.

Managed to psycho him to buy this pair of Vans.

VANS FOR THE WIN okay, i love vans. hehehehhehehe.

Native American Vans Vault :D

As for me, I'm eyeing on this pair just now. My vans tore. Super shitty, this is what science centre will do to your Vans. tsk tsk.

But on the other hand, I'm looking at this Sperry Top-sider. SO NICE OKAY, i love loafers.

But price is like $139? URGHHSHHSHSH.
Went over to Sephora ION, itchy hand again and in order to satisfy my nail polish fetish, I bought this shade. hehehe.

YES, behold, my stash of nail polishes from various brands.

Quite a lot hor? Aiyah, I love nail polishes. hehehe.

Tomorrow is SIM-UB Camp! OMG OMG, i'm so freaking nervous! HEHEHE.

2010-08-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

My friends say you're so into me
And that you need me desperately
They say you say we're so complete

So, what now? It is actually all a blunt lie.

So glad that it's over now isn't it?

So happy that I'm now long gone & not gonna to appear in your life again eh?

You are a major disappointment, yes, you are.

But, it is my fault to involve feelings for it.

Don't blame me as I'm a relationship virgin.

July is a month of memories.

August is a month of hell.

September will be a month of hope.

2010-08-21T21:04:00.002+08:00

Went to borders today. Bought new stationery case! hehehehe.

More of an grown up design thou.

I'm so broke now. Sister went to Aussie for her annual trip & I'm left with the car.

Good? I don't think so, because I have to pump the freaking petrol. URGHS.

Tomorrow would be my last of science centre!

Time do flies eh? 6 months past like that. And I've learnt a lot.

A lot of interesting memories to last for life, but, there are some broken memories that I wished I wasn't involved.

Too bad that I've to say I've to bring these painful memories with me to SIM.

Anyways, my Camp group leader called!

haha.

Will be camping over at Camelot Changi! Wonder what will there be.

I hope there will be good people there thou. =x

*cross fingers*

2010-08-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

2010-08-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

Doodled my own free notebook.

heh.

Singtel's Logo quite unsightly, so yupp.

It is so funky now!

Work sucks so badly now that I can't wait for school!

2010-08-16T12:08:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I don't ask for much.

If I don't find you, it doesn't meant that you can't come and find me.

I don't like seeing my close friends drifting away from me. The feeling sucks.

But, I'll guess I can't help it? You guys are having a great time of your own. While I, just have to eat the loneliness myself then.

Thanks for the memories.

School's Starting Soon.

2010-08-13T10:54:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone.

I will be starting school on 30th August! Time do flies ain't it?

For a moment, at the beginning of 2010 I was struggling to complete my diploma. And now? I'm onward to the next stage of my life, towards degree studies.

The price of it is damn epic, but it do gives me the motivation to score well. Since, I'm the one who chose it, I have to do my best. No one knows what their best was/is/are. But I'm willing to try.

It is a new chapter for me.

Poly - Science Centre - SIM-UB

I just have to move on. Be happy. And perhaps leave the unhappiness behind.

Need to pack my school bag very soon!

Will be going for orientation & a one day camp over at changi on the 25th. woooo.

Freshies!

I'll hope life would be amazing.

2010-08-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

2010-08-07T20:50:00.003+08:00

Ah, Mr D.

Thanks for the fond memories. It is nice to know that there is someone appreciative out there & share so many similarities as me. Everything would be alright, I'll be just fine.

Cherish whatever it is in front of you. Think well.

No responsibilities, no shit.

Your baby sister,

Miranda. (:

2010-08-03T23:10:00.001+08:00

2010-08-02T00:40:00.001+08:00

Hi MR. D ! hahaha :D

Recent updates

2010-07-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

So, what am I up to recently?

Been quite busy though. Applying for study loan via POSB. SIM's fee are super high!! =(

But I'll work my way thru this bloody degree shit.

Will be heading to NDP2010!

I hope I can get the design that I wanted for the goodie bag!

Yupp, finally got into UB!

Bachelor of Arts in Communication!

Queued for my boyfriend's autograph session from 8am till 7:30pm

on 21st July at Bugis Junction. xD

Crazy, I know. But!!!! It is worthy mah..

Went to his concert on friday!

HEEE.

Very high, very awesome.

4D & 3D mapping okay, mai siao siao~

His concert tee very nice right??

Made in Taiwan!

Bought a new cam today.

I know a lot of people have this camera now.

Especially the girls, with the pink one.

I prefer the safe colour black.

You know, in case dirty or I don't like the particular colour anymore~

So this is what I've done for these past few weeks!

Looking forward to school starts!

Will extend my Science Centre contract till 20th August! :D

Life

2010-06-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

Life have been pretty strange recently. I do hope I can 'get a new life' over at SIM.

IF, IF I would to get in of course.

2010-06-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

Things I need to buy.

1. DARK BLUE BED SHEETS. Seriously, I've been trying to find this shade for so long.

2. Need to dye my hair black. YES. I need the black back.

3. I need an epilator omfg.

4. I need to go SHOPPINGGG.

2010-06-25T16:28:00.001+08:00

well, i did try to make my blog a little lively. =S

2010-05-29T23:01:00.001+08:00

Words that seems so hard to understand

A day at work

2010-05-22T16:21:00.002+08:00

So, you've asked me why didn't I update my blog as often. Simple answer, Lazy. Damn, it is quite tiring over here at Science Centre thou. haha. Kids is the key man, kids is the key.

I've brought my macbook over to work today. As I'm on duty alone, so therefore, I need some entertainment.

As you can see, this is my little corner! Shared it with my colleague Felicia.

My work is actually quite slack. Just help out around wherever is needed! Just recently, we need to pack 2000 bags for the NIE day, wah piang, hardcore okay.

I get to help Kaitiri to prepare some natural food dyes for labs. So interesting. Can you guess what is this?

Other than cooking dyes, I also get the chance to interact with animals and insects, even reptiles.

See this picture. The pond skater is having sex. How hardcore and pornish it is? I think all animals, including humans LOVE DOGGIE STYLE.

I like to head to the animal room. And I have a 'pet' hamster named Perseus! heh heh. white belly normal winter white.

There are a lot of other animals around too! Rats, cockroaches, to hedgehogs and Gerbils!

OMG, gerbils are SO CUTE.

One couple gave birth today! ::DDDDD

yah, these is mostly what I do in Science Centre other than scolding those kids that misbehave or vandalised the exhibitions. ARGGHSHS.

Tiring day today it is. I need to head to band later, and off to meet my parents at the temple for event. WAHHHHHHH.

Ciao.

updates.

2010-05-12T20:42:00.005+08:00

okok, i didn't know i have regular readers. So this is my update! :D

Mothers' Day first!

This is the first time I actually use my OWN money from my pay duh~ to buy present for mom.

She loves Eclairs, don't know why, so asked Sis where could I find one of the best eclairs in town. So, she suggest Canele, but I thought that eclairs are supposed to be around at least 4cm long. But!! Canele's are like 10cm! wah, big sial. LOL. & each is like $7! I kiasi scared sold out, so ordered 6. O_O. Aiyah, you do the math.

I bought for her, her favourite pearl earring. REAL ONE HOR.

Eclairs with Gold Foil O_O

TA DAH.

And also, I went to line up for Jay Chou's Concert Tickets. Yes. It sold out damn freaking fast. Those bastards and bitches, how can they buy 20-30 tickets at one go? F them..

So, no matter what, his concert is a thing that can't be missed. Who knows he decided to marry some china woman and end his career?! Perhaps I'm thinking too much but hey......

I missed his First Concert in Singapore, as that time I'm too infatuated with 5566.

Sale is on the 22/04, and I queued on 21st night with my cussie. And I only managed to get the tickets at 12noon the next day. Talking about devotion.

Shagged face at Stadium Station.

New concert up at 23rd July.

New album up at 18th May!

Can't wait.

Had a birthday gathering with LVLM. :D

Working at science centre is quite fun for me. Everyday slack and walk around. Meeting different kinds of people everyday. The most classic one you asked?

Uncle: Hello miss, May I know where is the toilet?

Me: Oh, you are standing in front of it. It's behind you.

*Awkward Silence*

Tell me about awkwardness... LOL..

MY FAVOURITE DINOSAURS ARE HERRRREEEE... RAWWWRRRRR....

And I just discovered this small theatre. With shapes lanterns as chairs! SO CUTE.

and aweeee, GERBILS.... 5 females, bet they are lesbians.

DUG 93 earthworms from the garden!

Although life have been much occupied. But I'm glad that I do not have any more relationships problem, no fret over guys and stuffs. I'm very much happy on my own now. Work, family & friends are my priority for now.

I'm going to SIM to study. Just beside Ngee Ann, oh man. LOL.

Gonna take up Bachelor of Arts in Communication. I hope I can get in. A huge sum of money that is. URGHSHHSHSHS.

done.

Never say things too early

2010-04-12T11:47:00.005+08:00

Yupp, as per my header, that's the thing that I've learnt today.

Current Location: Ambassadors' Room. How random yes. But hey, I have proof.

Was randomly browsing through the web while waiting for Iqbal to finish his meeting. YES, Im gonna have my photoshop soon. *TEARSS* I've called up Challenger, WLE, one CS4 cost $1388.

CRAZY BITCH, can buy one comp already okay.

So yupp, I'm doing the illegal way.

Its nice being back in school, too bad, I'm not schooling. Ngee Ann is starting school like on the 19th? Geez, I miss my lunatic classmates already. =(

Oh yah, where was I? Yes, roaming around the net. I saw some blogs of some typical pretty girls, sometimes, I do pity them for being pretty, you know, No real Love?

They had been fucked and used by tons of guys before. And it everyone is so judgmental on them. It is like, they can't be not pretty for a moment, like sleeping, digging nose, shitting, or make-up-less. They can't even go market in their usual casual outfit man. How shitty is that.

As they blog often, what makes you think that they are always pretty in front of the screen? With photoshop now being the NEED to edit photos, to make you feel slimmer and prettier, oh come on, guys are such blokes to be deceive by them.

Today is the 12th of April. Birthday of both of my besties. B & S. haha.

How nice is that we're one week apart.

Thanks.

2010-04-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it isn't that I'm demanding, but somethings are just damn effing disappointing.

firstly, if the thing is going to be held at my vicinity, why is transportation a problem? Shouldn't be the stuffs can be placed at my hse?

Every single thing wasn't even planned well, how do you expect me to be anticipated and excited about it?

Seriously, laziness got it all over your head. Self centered much? It is like I'm the one who will bothers to do all the shits and use damn loads of efforts to stay up late to make sure everything goes in order, making sure surprises are done correctly. In the end? What did I got?

The word SORRY doesn't really comes here nicely as it can't really solved the problem. Actually, I'm damn tired of these already. Being the one planning, and holding things together when shits happens between both of you.

Spending time together seems so hard for us now. What happens to all the little things that matters when we were young and poor?

I'm a person that matters birthday most and yes I know I've said it tons of times already.

I really fucking hate when I do so much for others and get shits in returns.

NO.

I'M NOT A SAINT. I DON'T DO CHARITIES. seriously(except buying tissues from aunties & calling hotlines).

I told myself not to cry again on my own birthdays as I always did for the past years as the guy I loved never wish me.

But this year who did I teared for? You Girls.

Happy Unteen Birthday to Me.

Birthday

2010-04-05T02:29:00.003+08:00

Hi Miranda,

Happy 20th to you.

Well, you are no longer a teen now. So we shan't have any more childish acts from you.

Going on another part of life. Somehow, birthday is just like another normal fucking day.

It is like no longer special of how people would really bother and celebrate for you to come into this world.

For the first 5 times, it was great, but subsequently, you get into the scene, the real world, know more humans, you would get to know that hey, it is like a normal day as the ones you really bother don't really bother.

Things gets suckier. With technology, everything is did at least, no longer bother to do things that are more handmade and stuffs, with more sincerity already.

Oh holy crap. shit. it.

I love the rainbow cake thou, it is very special, makes me smile. :D

I'm surprised by your sms though, didn't know you will still bother and remember. Even though I don't like you now, your first sms to me is still in my phone.

I hate myself.

2010-04-03T21:04:00.003+08:00

I'm someone who take birthdays very seriously.

But somehow rather, no one took mine or worst, theirs seriously.

I treasure little things the most. But I know it will never happened to me for my 20th.

It gets more depressing each year.

Things used to get so happy and innocent last time. You'll spend more time with genuine friends rather than lovers that would break. Promises made? Bull shit.

Nothing is going on plan now.

Attitude changes, Characteristic changes, Friends changes too.

But those that I treasured aren't by my side.

The vegetarian, The 30th floor girl, The soft Malaysian.

I really treasure the time a lot.

But somehow, everyone changes.

Time really is a miraculous thing.

050410 is cominggg! :D

2010-03-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

YAHOO! APRIL IS FINALLY COMING!

April is the best month ever. Some of my besties are born in this month!

Bernice, Shar & Ramdan! heh.

As per the norm, I will always draw out my birthday wishlist.

Normally, if I didn't received the items I wanted, I will eventually go and purchase them myself. HEH.

As I grow older, the things I wanted are more, urm, useful?

The following items are not in order of importance.

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST FORGET HOLGA IN MY LIST.

1. Hell yeah, Adobe Creative Suite for Mac OS.

I NEED PHOTOSHOP DESPERATELY.

NO, not for liquifying of my fats.

2. Cloud Wall Decals that I found at ION Orchard! It is around $30+ I think.

VERY PRETTY! :D

Will make my room like Toy Story's Andy's Room!

3. Tickets to RESORT WORLD SENTOSA!! :DDDDD

4. I'm in need of a pair of nice running shoes.

Preferably, Adidas as I have $10 Voucher till 31 MARCH. LOL.

5. $10 Rattan Laundry Basket from Jurong Point. YEAHHH!

First 3 days in Science Centre

2010-03-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

Okay, so I'm now working in Science Centre.

In the Sound Exhibition Gallery.

This is the place where I have to report 5 times per week for a few months down the road.

It is bloody hell noisy now as it is the school holidays. =S

But, it is okay, I've made new friend, Felicia, my roster colleague.

So, what I'll have to do is to interact with the visitors, explain the exhibits and play the show for them. ta dah. that's it.

I get to roam around science centre though. Love the discovery zone and I managed to saw 2 little chicks came to the world! OH MY so amazing okay. I agree I'm damn mountain tortoise but hey! tsk.

For my job, I'm nearly as good as an early childhood educator. There are kiddos everywhere! WLE, hard to managed but alright lah.

I love this little girl, her name is Kiera! Yeah, her maid brought her to science centre 3 days in a row! Because she loves here and her maid is leaving soon. =S

heh. I'll be off for Sundays and Mondays. YAHOO!

ME ME

2010-03-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

How true.

Looking back, it's been 19 years! haha.

I left about 3 weeks of my teenager life. Sadded, no relationships. Oh man, when will I get my love? =S

I always told myself to get occupied with things, so in this way, I won't think too much. I hope Science Centre will help. But, URGHS, eating lunch alone is something I extremely hate.

My birthday falls on a monday, that means, NO WORK! yay! Science Centre closes on mondays. hahahahahahahaha.

There are things I really wanna this 20th Birthday.

- A pair of running shoes

- Authentic Adobe Photoshop for Mac

- A nice woven Laundry Basket for my room

- A Blue Ikea mat, rug, carpet for my rolling chair.

- Anna Sui Rock Me Summer Love! :D

yay. Easy Peasy. urgh, Im so bored.

EVENTFUL WEEKS! :D

2010-03-13T10:59:00.007+08:00

It has been an eventful for the past 2 weeks.

So I finally had my last retreat for NP Ambassadors, new committee was elected and Dick Tan was the president. Shan't comment much as I'm not part of the Ex-Co, whether he and the rest can work together or work well, it is their generation thing already. I'm off, graduated, to pursue my post-poly life! :D

Anyway, congrats ;D

So, on the 10th, I dragged Angel along to accompany me to buy gifts for Rafaela. Went orchard, chinatown and esplanade. Keep taking bus as ANGEL CHUA insisted. tsk. I'll miss my concession-able times man.

On the 11th, WELFARE TRIP!
Sorry if there isn't much pictures on this blog post. Most of it are in high megapixels, it would be christmas by the time it is loaded in here. So, go over to my FB and check it out yeah?!
It was a FUN FILLED TRIP.
Laughed and laugh and sleep.

Woke up at 530am. Went to school and board the bus. Was shocked to see some faces there :D
Entered custom and off we go for our M'sia breakfast. Didn't bring along my biggy canon cameo there, didn't want to spoil it, Fujifilm was on repair, so had to borrowed sis's.

Breakfast @ Johor

I sit with Bestfriend B.

And on our way to the Desaru Fruit Farm, THE BUS BROKE DOWN. YES. THE TRANSITION BELT JUST FREAKING BROKE LIKE THAT.

So we were stranded amongst the palm plantation. Luckily the mechanist came and fix it in an hour time.

With Adrian & Audrey
(Corp Comms Officers)

URGHS...Uncle's hardwork.

Besties!!

Well, you can get stranded and look hot at the same time~

I was burnt at the neck area, hahahaha, the SUN is FREAKING HOT!

Fruit Farm was amazing, saw bees' hive and OWL! OMG. My current favourite animal is OWL. SO FREAKING CUTE CAN. Actually, I love the bird species, shall make a trip to Bird Park soon. heh.

SEE SEE! OMG SO CUTE RIGHT!

Complimentary Fruits for us!

After that was the Lunch. SCRUMPTIOUS lunch that is! Mini lobsters but all was amazing.
Next, we moved on to the Ostrich Farm, hahahahhahaa, Laugh like SHIT over there, almost everyone was traumatised by the Ostriches. One even SHAT beside Bernice. LOL.

One egg, 6 plates of servings...

There was an AVATAR BIRD. Pretty scary looking. If you get what I meant.

Crocodile Farm was BLAH. Nothing much except for FAT AND LAZY CROCS that can't even climb a gentle slope. But was ferocious nevertheless.

This is the 100+ year old croc.

Dinner was BLAH~ But Cheng Chai Hong did a stupid act.
VEGGIE-STUCK-IN-TEETH-GAP.

After that was FIREFLIES!
I google-ed it to see how it looks like. LOL.
OMG. IT IS LIKE A XMAS TREE. SO PRETTY! The little bugs just flickers away. I heard from them that they only flickers when are mating? CONFRIM BO~ hahaha. No pictures were taken as we can't capture it. lols.

YES YES, You can't CAPTURE THE PICTURE.

Bought some local snacks and we're off to the custom.
This trip cost SGD4 ONLY! After the subsidised from school, totally awesome okay. I spend around RM40 there? ack. Maybe lesser lah. hahahaha.
I HAVE GUMS AT HOME. HEH.

OH YAH! I FOUND A JOB. Or should I say, I HAVE A JOB NOW! Will be starting on Tuesday at Science Centre!!! I'm taking care of the Sound Exhibitions, so come down and visit me!! heh.

So right now I'm happily occupied with stuffs. hoorah.

happy birthday!

2010-03-09T22:52:00.001+08:00

This was taken in 2008 I think.

Happy Birthday!

Happy 21st Li Wen Yang Meh Meh.

We'll be there always, by your side.

LOVE YOU!!!

xoxo,

LVLM.

Post Graduation

2010-02-28T20:50:00.006+08:00

It is a bit unbelievable, yes. But hey, I've finished my 3 years of poly. Can't wait for graduation thou. ;D

Im into nail-art now. HEY, not those gems and blings. I meant REAL nail art with polishes!

These are some that I've created. Some of them are copied thou. HEH. But hey! No harm trying right? AT LEAST I can afford to copy correctly! :D

Pretty right?

So here I am. Finally out of ambassadorial duties, SO, I'm allowed to dye my hair!

Bite my teeth and bought this to DIY myself.

RELAX, my head is a black head, so it is not going to be THIS ASH. xD

(no, that ugly finger isn't mine)

HEE. Me and my plastic bag head.

Went to VideoEZY just now to rent some DVDs.

The Princess Diaries,

The Princess Diaries 2, & the Kotrioit Metal City! :D

Nearly rent Happy Feet but hey! Channel 5 has it tonight RIGHT NOW.

I'm officially addicted to Princess Diaries. But I prefer the book series thou. TOTALLY HATE IT when the movie producers changed the stories & the plot. I don't like. But urgh, just see see lor. hahaha.

Did I mentioned I love L a lot? Yes that scary looking dude from Death Note. His the main lead of this movie. Its about a shy dude with another side of him as a HARDCORE METAL ROCKER.

It's gonna be nice I think.

Oh man, it is damn hard to blog on my macbook. Window's is definitely nicer to control. But, it's okay, I'm just gonna be savvy in both!

Heading out with Bernice tomorrow for my 2nd round of Percy Jackson! YAY. He is handsome omfg. HEH.

Just had an interview at Cluny Court's Party Factory yesterday. Might have to handle kids party as a host! Hmmm, sounded quite scary but hey, it is fun right? ack.

Alright, toodles, I'm off to wash my hair to see my hair colour outcome. tata~

im back.

2010-02-26T11:43:00.002+08:00

Hello there!

Yes, I'm pretty much alive, thank you for your concern.

Too many things happened within this period of time. Exams and etcs, it is enough to drive my crazy. AND I HAVE A STRAND OF WHITE HAIR. Thank goodness that Liwen saw it and pluck it out for me. (ok, bimbo much)

Life was a tad nicer now. Since the exams are over and done with. I shall proudly proclaimed I've graduated from Ngee Ann Poly. Shameless much as I still haven't got my cert yet, but hey! at least I finished all the modules I had to!

Just celebrated Angel's 20th birthday with Joyce on Wednesday. Time really flies huh? To think that the first time I knew her was what, 7? Gosh, it is so 1997.

It is not easy to maintain a >10years friendship ya know? It needs patience and of course, to learn how to give and take.

But, I'm glad that over the years I've made good buddies! Like my BFF Bernice and Vincent. Something in common is that we are all Aries. Urm, well that explains it all. We're of different characteristics that somewhat clicked. Although there might be minor stubs and all, but hey, all is well.

Not forgetting the lip(s) sisters, Li min and Li wen. One is a great shopping buddy and bitching sessions. Another is an enemy turn buddy. Sounds quite atrocious but haha, it is fun looking back and reminisce the time whereby I so-called bullied her.

Now that I'm school-less, job-less & boyfriend-less I could do the things I like.

Apply for Dance class with Bernice
Apply job at favorite shops
Get REENGS done
Blog often
DSLR Escapades
Drive around SG with bestie
Clubbing ( not often )
Nail arts

Well, when I'm bored, I'll take pictures with my photo booth. Very funny meh.

Or I would go to some web and squeal at cute things like this.

Or try new nail art! :D

I'm pretty much contented with whatever I have now. Life's pretty easy peasy without studies but not for long!

so toodles for now! :D

HELLO

2010-02-07T15:10:00.003+08:00

Hi people,
I know you guys missed my posts a lot.

But yeah, a lot of things happened lately.
From the crashed of comps, to new comps
to hetic lifestyle. yeah, I've been having nightmares every night. =(

CNY is next monday and I'm completely filled up
with FYP presentation slides, lab reports and calculations.
Adding on to that I still need to study for my semestral test & exams.

As much as I know I would miss poly life,
but I do not miss the hetic timeline I have to follow.
counting down, 2 more weeks.
I'll party my life away.
OH no shit,
there is still uni application to headache about.

Entering local uni is hard, but
the application is HARDER!
F*** it totally.
Even retail therapy won't work now.

:(

I'll update this space soon.
Stay tuned!! ~ Loves!

xoxo, Miranda

ME being ME

2010-01-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I hate January. Hate it a lot. I'm very stress now. Stress in a way that I don't know how to explain, how to describe. A lot of things flood to my mind, no, I can't control it. Stop giving me unwanted and necessary advices like telling me 'not to think' or think about happy stuffs where there isn't much happy stuffs to surpass the negatives.

Exactly in a month's time, I would be out of poly. Perhaps, won't be a student, or perhaps will go University. With such atrocious GPA of mine, I hope I still have a chance to go into Uni and make it big. Whatever things that I'm doing now is for my parents, not for myself though. Whatever that I'm interested in, isn't available in SG. I'm not that sort of person who will venture overseas for degrees or work, it is just plain retarded. I'm living in SG, not some 3rd world country, if others can juggle their life well here, I don't see a need that why I need to be a wimp and venture out to study thing where it is available in SG.

And I have to think about, what will I do when I can't get into local U. URGHS.

There isn't much leisure and relaxation spots in SG. Even if there is, it need $$$. How human civilisation screwed things up.

But too bad, I can't rest for a year like what others planned to do. I can't afford it. It is a rat race society here. Although I really want to pause for a moment. Been studying since 1994, it is very tiring. But, I've not finish the life yet, need to get it into a beautiful stop.

Other than those, I don't think my social circles are helping me. Most are being bitch and if you don't say, I also know that you are just protecting your own ass. Friends? WTS, oh please.
I don't see a need why am I here contributing to you and you didn't repay back.
Sorry, I'm not a saint, I ASK FOR REPAYMENT.
Some are such a darling, SOME, ONLY SOME, like less than 10. Majority of mine sucks to the core. But how? Who can I blame? Blame myself then.

You guys can say that I'm stubborn and shit. But the problem is, you guys are not sensitive enough to think for other people but keep pointing at others. Some things don't need to say, did you know Im a silent worker?

How come I can know EVERY SINGLE THING and even your little habits whereas you knew none of mine?

I think that I've credited my life too much to other people that I forget to live for myself. But the journey has already started, its too late.

yay.

2010-01-17T00:43:00.003+08:00

And so, the mail man came today and delivered my licence! woohoo! happy like shit.
Feel so grown up out of the sudden. That is the face right after I knew I passed. Eye bags and ultra white face.

Was heading out today to shoot some sculptures. Ask my parents to send me over to raffles. But, Mom saw this kitty at the void deck. It was, VERTICAL.

LOL MUCH. Mom thought that it was being stuck down there as over the other side of the bench is cat food.

But it appears that it is not stucked, but just wanna remain at that position. When I go over, it start to meow... =_="

So I placed some cat food beside it in case... hahaha.

But very cute. ;D

I feel like going though Post O levels again. Had to see the universities admissions and courses...
I knew where I stand in terms of grades. But I just want to try my luck. Just to squeeze in as only 2 polys have my course and mostly are occupied by guys and they have to go army.

OH man, please let me get into NTU...

going to end

2010-01-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

Seriously, when you guys asked me to update stuffs, I really have nothing much to update about.

Alright, my last open house just went passed. I really enjoyed it a lot despite being very very tired as I have to juggle band and ambass. But it is really nice as I was in Facility Tour Committee together with CCH, Fauzi & Bernice. It is damn fun with them around.

Due to my band practice, I have to forfeit the Year 3 speech on the last day of open house. hahaha. heard that some peeps cried, but no shit, shall save it for retreat then.

My last paper would be on the 22nd Feb. After which, I would need to really work hard on my port folio and send it to NTU & SMU. I hope I can get into uni. SERIOUSLY.

Life have been pretty much healthy-ly busy with projects and assignments. But they are cope-able. It is good that my life isn't filled with much sorrows compared to last time. At least, I'm more happy now :D

New year is coming, and Dad is finally bringing the paint back! But first, I need to flatten by wall with putty. YAY. Pretty wall decals! Wait for me!!!

Here are some of which that I love a lot.

passed TP!

2009-12-30T20:24:00.009+08:00

I'm a CLASS 3A!!
No shit man..
Woke up at 8+ am today, went to pray guan yin..

than 12:30 go for final lesson and circuit practice.
I wanna thank you Mr Ng, my instructor for being a best,
fast teaching instructor, will never forget.. never. =D

Than at 2:30pm I was sent to the room.
OMG my tester is like SO fierce looking, never smile de leh.

Went onto the circuit, IT RAINED.
IT FREAKING RAINED.
damn it.
than it rained HEAVILY, Im so afraid that I will knock down the poles
because I really cannot see anything.
Just aga aga already.

3:00pm out to roads,
stupid TAXI, blocked the road, make me panic than stall time.
ok never mind, drive to speed limit 70 road.
STUPID L PLATE NOOB, 70 LEH YOU DRIVE 40,
ON THE 1ST LANE SOMEMORE!!!!
Floor slippery, I moved too near. URGHS. 6 points leh.
If not I 10 points de leh.

THAN 1 BMW passed by,
rain water splash on my screen, sudden wipeout, I panicked and shout.
hahaha.
Tester: Eh, you scared the water ah? First time?
Me: yes scared, yah first time.
Tester: aiyah no need scared lah, ur steering hols tight.

O_O.

Heng no mark, cos he already kept his equipment.

Back to the room, he say,
"You are a good driver, but remember not too close ah".

:DDDDDDDDDDD YAYYYYYY!!

MY class 3A!

I DON'T REALLY FREAKING CARE IF I NEVER GET MANUAL.
SERIOUSLY, I DON'T CARE AS LONG AS I CAN DRIVE.

thank you everyone for your encouragements.
lovess!!
:DDD

ME

2009-12-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I just wonder, think, wander deep into my mind. I knew I was right all along.
Just need a moment, *WHAMP*, everything will come out on its own. Those are just secondary things in life, but to me, what is life? That's one question I don't know how to answer.

We don't have a 24/7 full length mirror to remind ourselves of who we are, we look at other people, compare, envy, scoff, whatever.

If you say you are better than others, positive people will say you love yourself a lot, others will say you too arrogant.

If you say you are weaker, either you have low self-esteem or you are humble.

Life is so hard to please, but we have to live with it. But, I can't help but envy others. Its a humane thing, I can't stop.

Why not just shut up and stop telling me NOT to do this NOT to do that and instead try and think WHY I do that. We have left and right brain for a reason.

Tomorrow is my driving test. Something that I take very serious about. I wanna pass, I don't wanna waste my parents' hard earned money. The license that I will get is not for my own personal use, but for them.

I need to pass, I will pass.

Merry Xmas

2009-12-25T21:03:00.004+08:00

Hello people. Merry Christmas!

To me, I think that these 2 pictures very sweet. Even animals know the basic meaning of love.
Human race are such a disgrace.

Went Haji Lane on Xmas Eve, AND OMG. Sister got into a CAR LIFT! Okay, we have to park at Golden Landmark, CAR LIFT is the first time in my life okay. Both of us freaked out like some ants like that, damn funny.

Went to wicked laundry finally got this pair of shoes! LOVE it. :D

Off to Bukit Timah road to buy Ritz Apple Strudel!!! OMG, it is DAMN NICE.

Had chilli crab for my 'xmas dinner' and FOUND DADDY's OLD ANTIQUE ROLLEIFLEX CAMERA!!

This is how the image will look like when see from the top. All in opposite direction! haha.
So cool! So cool!

I have tons of antique cameras and I've post it before. :D But but, my final wish is to get a Holga Cam!! :D

Oh man...Driving license here I come!!

Retail Therapy!

2009-12-22T21:58:00.004+08:00

SHIT IT. Jay Chou came to Singapore today. Where am I? Here, at home. UGHS.
I even put it in my organiser as IMPORTANT. TSKKK. Due to my cousin FREAKING LAST MINUTE decision, I can't go. RAHHH!

But something amazing came in the mail today. My Jay Chou Items!!!

The Piano Score Book, Novel Book and the Picture Set.
ALL for just $25 !!!!
It is authentic duh...
GOOD DEAL. IM freaking happy.
Just give me any Jay Chou Item I will be happy like lark already.
;D

Went Ikea & Queensway with Bernice on Monday.
FINALLY.
After so many months, I finally bear to buy my vans shoes.
FINALLY. Not imitation, real vans! woohoo!

Went Jurong Point today to fix my Armani Phone.
Due to prolong usage, my key pad cracked.
O_O

Not serious one lah...
hahahahaha..
It is like SPANKING NEW NOW!
;D
I suspect my screen is made from glass,
because it is scratch-proof.

Jurong Point is actually a good shopping mall man.
It has every thing there!
There isn't a time whereby I go JP than ended up buying nothing.
HAHHHAHHA. IKR.

YAY. Owl & Pirate Necklaces!
The uncle see me pretty gave me a discount so
2 for $27 !! good deal.
(& they are heavy)

Was shopping at Watsons for cosmetics.
Saw this!
Belle Perfume!! How can don't buy?!

Ah Hah. I'm going to do something big with this soon.
Ok, like tomorrow.

I like body shop stuffs. Because it is nice.
Wax strips and Strawberry soap!
I LOIKE IT.

It is xmas! So far it is like none of my business.
But I have/need to buy presents too... For some reason lah, so ma fan..
It is ma fan if you do it unwillingly man.

OH MY. Next week is TP! Next Week is TP!!!

xD

OHHH MANNN..

2009-12-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

Sorry for abandoning this place for god-long-sake. hahaha. Well, because there is nothing much happening in my life anyway.

It is just catching up with friends(no, i don't really bring a camera around), shopping, driving and rotting at home.

Common Tests are over and it is the term break now. My final term break :D School will be miserable when january comes, so I hope I can finish my IS essays by xmas! So, to concentrate on my FYP before the major exams comes.. Did I even mention that there are projects to do?
OH MANN...

Nope, I'm not celebrating Xmas this year, no one to celebrate with and NO REASONS to celebrate. I meant, what is XMAS without snow and turkey... =_=" It is lame to spray all those foam on yourselves.

Alrights pictures updates. This is taken before the common test week, like around 8th?
Someone took a wet mop and drew Chinese calligraphy on the Health Science Block Lobby.
Cool shit.

And it is quite nicely done don't you think? ;D

Add on, Im quite a 说的到就做得出的人. I don't know how to say that sentence in perfect english and I don't wanna direct translate. haha.

One item strike off from my wishlist.MUAHAHAHHAA. I finally got the shoe from Modparade @HajiLane. Awesomeness. Although yeah, I did spend a bomb on it but, WORTH IT!

I like to spend my time in Harris, Borders or Kinokuniya alone. So I can roam around in sections I like. Bought these 2 books at Harris@JurongPoint.

I eye on that Graveyard Book very long already. It is about a boy that is being brought up in a graveyard by ghosts! Intersting. Next on, Im eyeing on 'The Princess Diaries' set that cost $71+ for 10 books. Woohoo. Yea.

Mom found some stupidly small tees that she made back in 1986, so she asked me to put on my toys.. aww, so cute right?

Life have been pretty hetic for me, no time to deal with emotional problems and there are none for me anyway. Pros and Cons lah, but I'm quite comfortable with this lifestyle now. However, yes, Im still very lonely. URGH.

Busy week for me. Don't really like it.

TMR- Driving, Meeting Bernice @Ikea for Party shopping
TUE - School in Morning & perhaps Jay Chou in evening.
WED - Ambassadors' Xmas Party @ Sean Chi's
THUR - HOMEWORK CHIONGING DAY
FRI - Driving Circuit Day 1
SAT - Driving Circuit Day 2
SUN - Driving Circuit Day 3

Why Do I have so many driving practices??

COS MY DRIVING TEST IS ON 30TH DECEMBER 2009!
OMG, FREAK. MIRANDA ZHANG YOU BETTER PASS THIS TEST OR YOU WILL WASTE $1000+ ON NOTHING AND YOU WILL HAVE TO TAKE THE RETEST IN MARCH AND PARKING IS WITHOUT POLES! YOU WILL FAIL AGAIN!

Yeah, so basically I put my life on driving. hahahahhahaa.Will it be a happy new year, shall depend on it already.

My needs

2009-12-11T22:49:00.004+08:00

Yay, finally some happy things.
I'm currently now drafting a list of things I wanna.

My room is gonna be Valentine Pink + Tiffany Blue!
yay!!!!
I think the combination is going to be very sweet...
Good bye Orange room!

Now for the items..
I'm the kind of girl that likes, urm, unisex stuffs.
I'm not a Girl, girl, if you get what I meant.

This shoes, omg, they are nice, I like, very edgy.

Not forgetting my favourite loafers! & urm,
yea, this kind of sandals, im gonna get it soonish.

I have the similar belt but im gonna get another belt!
AND i need SHORTS, omg, i have more tops than shorts..
I don't mind a navy one! ;D

I know I know, iI already have a Vans dunks,
but, normal vans slip-ons are pretty toooo!

Okay, i know this sounds stupid but I need a skinny,
perhaps a black faded one.
or a good one from top shop.
I'm not going to buy NewFuture ones I'll guess?

For my 20th birthday, I hope I can get a $1588 macbook
to replace my $2688 fujitsu w/o webcam and 80G memory.
RAHHHH....

Saw this in Courts pamplet...
$99 !!!! WOOOOOOOOOO.
Been wanting a hi-fi set in my room.

& i removed the carpet from my room today.
Gotta get some nice little carpets to step on..
HEEEEE...

I love revamping up myself & buying my favorite things!

2 more weeks to Driving Test.
PIA AHHHHH!

Truth

2009-12-09T00:34:00.002+08:00

The truth is, I don't wished to be alone.

I'm not a friends kind of person that can survive without a relationship. All my friends have their own love life, I have none. I rather have someone that I can quarrel with, break up with, miss & kiss.

I'm a 19 going on 20 and don't even know what's a real relationship like. What is it like to really to felt love from someone that you really will give it all, for someone that is willing to meet you regardless the time of the day, someone that finds your jokes funny, someone that is yearning for you, someone willing you respect you for who you are.

I know there is a person in this world that will do that to me. That is my Dad. But I need to find another someone so that he can rest assured that he will take care of me when he is gone.
There is never a person that really love me, not that I knew of. Where can I find another guy that love me like my Dad do? My mum is lucky to find him. Seriously.

I've shed blood and tears for guys that I thought will be that person. It's nothing that I can control of.

With 3 adults filling up my life since 1990, my mentality grew much faster than any of my peers. I start to like guys when I was 5, start contributing to what I really want, for him at the age of 6.
Slowly, the contributions gets bigger, months changed to years.

The collective heartbreaks than any young lady would ever had to endure. I've endured.
I've always said I've suffered hell.

It is really hell for me, due to that event in 2005, that I would never forget. It is devilish and hell for any girl of my age. It is an individual experience that I don't wish to meet again.
I'm lucky that I've walked out of that shadow alone without any counsellor, and my endurance level is high.

Friends are walking in and out of my life. I've been filtering, hoping to find some gold in the puddle. So sad to say that, I'm much slower than others, & was never lucky enough.

My glass is always half-filled, My pasture is yellower than others, I'm dying here. It is just that I don't write it on my face, doesn't meant that I do not need someone.

Don't compare me with your life, it is different, how to compare? In such modernised world, where Gay rights are getting out of hand, how am I supposed to find or him to find me when there are so much obstacles along the way?

I'm not living a life a 19 year-old should have. Much more like a 89 year-old-grandma that is waiting for the day to come.

I used to be so passionate about meeting guys in every stage of my life.

When I was 6, I liked this guy a lot, but had to separate due to primary school.

When I was 7, the guy I liked in class told me he liked me, but I was ranked 20th.

When I was 12, I fall in love with someone, contribution starts, we were close, as good friends, he told me how much he loved my bestfriend.

When I was 13, I saw the guy I like flirting with my best girlfriend, & I almost lost her because of him.

When I was 14, I managed to get out of the shadow of the guy I loved when I was 12 and fell for another. It was a traumatising one as almost all of my girlfriends became his girlfriends. Soon, he was kicked out of school and went juvenile.

When I was 16, I fell in love with someone for 2 years, contributed, gave in, cried, bleed, humuliated. He said, he wants to be single but yet got attached 5 days later & scolded me for letting him know after a year. He was my best friend.

When I was 18, I fell in love with a stranger. That turns out to be a common friend. Gave in, money spent, time spent, contributed, he said he was single, I went for it. But it turns out that he is attached all along with his 'bestfriend' who was my close junior. Knew the truth 1 year later.

Now that I'm 19 going on 20 in 3 months time. I'm tired. I do not have any aim in life now.
Diploma is ending with lousy results that can't get me to any local universities.
Work? I don't know which industries should I devote my life to, I'm afraid to step out to carry heavy responsibilities when my soul is too weak for it.

This is my real life story, I've never felt love that what love should be. Family isn't love, family is warmth, comfort, familiarity, & my life.

But to me love is something that is happening around me, but not to me. Did I even gave love at the first place? Or did I gave my youth away?

How am I going to tell my kids next time, if I ever had one, what's my teenager life like?

It took me a lot of excuses to cover up 1 lie. I'm tired, I'm really am.

Reality is hurtful, Denial sucks. What should I do now?

Memories flood as the tears to my eyes,
I'll never get it solve,
no matter how much I lied.
Please stop telling me,
to wait and he'll be there.
For I've given up all hope,
to my Prince Charming Man.

2009-12-06T23:40:00.001+08:00

Before I turn 21, 5th April 2011.

updatesss

2009-11-27T20:55:00.005+08:00

For my last red camp. Which is red camp 6 lah.
I was in the dance committee!
Did the cheoreograph for some of the moves also. It was an experience that
I'll never forget. With the rest, it was great!
6 guys, 6 girls...
Amar, Jie Tong, Lynn, Ziq, Malcolm & Lopez!!
ChuLing, Faith, Hazlyn, Shanya and Shima!!
heh.
RED Camp 6 Dance crew!!

The above picture is taken during rehearsal on Sunday.
After which, went Bukit timah plaza with Bernice Mole.
Who also insist that her hand bandage is like a pear.

Someone is the mascot for APACHE TRIBE!

Im glad that we have Kelwyn in Spartans to cheer things upa little.
Never fail for me thou.

Convention Centre Stage and the Banners..

Brought students adventure park, together with MAMAnan!

What's Red camp without fauzi?!

Went to Health Science Nursing.

Both of my favourite mascots.
& HAHA, Singapore Idols at the background TTGI.

My favourite picture!!! ;D

Life have been messy thou. But I will try to toggle it back.
My last semester in school. First day of poly seem so yesterday.
Jia you!!! ;D

2009-11-20T10:50:00.001+08:00

My last RED CAMP just ended.
After which, would be my last open house.

updates soon!

:D

Me.

2009-11-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

I know I've been lagging, Taiwan Day 4 and 5 not done yet.

BUSY.

Been dwelling on things a lot. Rainy days are great as I can get to wear my jacketss. But it makes oneself gloomy. Keep staring into my phone. Holding it, expecting something from it, but it didn't came. I knew I'm a failure in strong determination of excluding myself from that. Just couldn't man.
Perhaps that is what I must go through now, but, it isn't there for me.

School hasn't been a bitch yet, soon to come I think. Concrete casting sucks the hell out of me. Need to breathe... Air isn't that fresh yet.

Wish to earn money. But the current diploma that I'm vomiting my life for isn't my passion.
I belonged to the arts, but I'm ain't in UK, USA, AUSSIE, JAPAN or TAIWAN.... I'm here, sucked in SG whereby the only practical way to survive is with those sheets of paper stamped by elites schools...

oh mann oh mann. I wonder, what kind of job will I be in next time...

I wonder too, what kind of man will I be with next time...

Taipei, Taiwan Trip 10/10 to 15/10 [DAY 3]

2009-10-27T14:53:00.020+08:00

12/10

[ LongShan Temple, Jay Chou's Restaurant @Taipei Medical University, Taipei 101, Miramar Entertainment Centre ]

yoohoo, woke up quite early that morning. Took train all the way to Long Shan Temple to pray pray. Their MRT service line is good, direct stop. No need to walk much.

Won't talk much about the temple. We have one in SG thou. The devotees there are much devoted than SG's. Perhaps because there is like all chinese, unlike here we have different race and influences..

Took train to Zhongxiao Fuxing and transfer to the MuZha Line(brownline), towards Da'an Station whereby from there, will take a cab to Taipei Medical University!

This time round, the train is elevated!! Auto-drive! niceee..Much alike like our LRT.

& YAY!! MEDICAL UNIVERSITY!!! JAY CHOU!!! JAY CHOU!!!

Trust me, when I reached, I was dumbfounded.. SERIOUSLY dumb. and mum.
I just keep taking pictures and enjoying all the songs... What songs? JAY CHOU's LAH!

Autographed poster which they didn't really take care of it.. TSK. Seriously, i told my sis. If I can, i would BUY the poster and frame it up. NOT JUST SCOTCH TAPED IT ON A PILLAR.

" Don't anyhow play in case of being transported back 20 years".
heh.

It's the piano, the real piano that he played in the movie!!!

I teared when I saw this. YES. Teared. It proves that he is really there and he is real and omg, so close yet so far....

The merchandises...Bought a tag & his biography.

Big ass transformer head.

His figurine!!

Sis' lunch set.

My chicken rice. OMG the rice is DAMN NICE.

Bill is so nice....

Because it is just $18+ per person....

They have a bar inside!

All his cute pose!! OMG, i just go gaga with his weeny eyes...

Not forgetting taking a picture with the staff over there....

The thinker! Omg, how to say, the restuarant is just fabulous lah. All my favorite songs.
I just don't wanna go you know.. tsk tsk tsk...

Bye bye T-大, HELLO TAIPEI 101 !!

It was raining, cloudy.. But nice leh, gives the effect that taipei 101 is very very tallll...

Still busy taking pictures while lining up...

It cost $18 per pax just to go up!

So, in just mere seconds, I went up from 5th...

to 89th!!

Not bad, world's fastest lift!

woooooo~

For a moment, I'm like having a live view of GOOGLE EARTH. HAHAHHAHAHHAHA.

Im not afraid of heights, but it is quite scary to be on top.

When the next time I go taipei, making sure it is breezy and sunny, I wanna go 101 again.
Up to the 91F for outdoor!!!

This is the damper that balanced the building against wind...

YOU ARE NOW LOOKING AT THE 1ST FLOOR FROM THE 89TH FLOOR.
SCARY NOT?
Damn scary can. I asked the security guard whether it is till the 1st floor, he said yah, and need around like 30mins to get down.

Flying~~~

My dad's idol. Guan Gong. But where's his knife?!

Just look at the pillarsss...

Off to Miramar Entertainment Centre!!

After dinner at Burger's King, Called Bernice at this time too... hahahaha..

OFF TO FERRIS WHEEL!!

heh.. $6 per ride! Much cheaper than flyer okay..

There is carousel next to it...

So, pretty, it would be nice to be up there with your the other half.

Up up uP!!

OFF TO COLD STONE!
They are such a TEASE man..

My Sorbet with wild berries!

byebye ferris wheel, till I see ya again!

Those who watched the drama series will know this place..

BUYS for the day!!

2004 Jay Chou biography!

He wrote it himself, and.. omg, full of life stories!

Gwen Stefani Harajuku Tee.

hahahahaha
happy happy day, Day 4 next !!!
SAD SIAL DAY 4 already....

Taipei, Taiwan Trip 10/10 to 15/10 [DAY 2]

2009-10-21T23:56:00.014+08:00

11/10
[Zhong Xiao Dong Lu, Sun Yat Sen Memorial Hall, 新光三越百货，五分铺]

Alrighto !! DAY TWO that is!!

Woke up at around 9am, and the sun is like late afternoon in Singapore.
Hotel's breakfast is from 630am till 1030am.
Dilly dally awhile in room before we went down to Level 5 to eat.

Was quite a shock that there's a number of people in it. I thought that this hotel is ulu ulu one. But hey! It is quite popular too man. Especially with Hongkongers.

Ta Dah. Breakfast. First time eat still okay. There's porridge, so not bad.

As for me, I keep spamming on the egg white thou.

Part of the layout of the eating area.

And funky japan imported origami sculpture.

OMG YES. Check out the key board. I really dunno how to type it? It is like.. so many vowels. Normally, in SG, i would use hanyu pinyin to key in chinese words.. But there, they use phonics. I totally don't know anything about that. haha. BUT HEY! They communicate using traditional chinese, that's the only thing I can do it well. ;D

So after breakfast!! Our hotel is at Movie Street of Ximending.
Yepp Xi Men!

So, our first stop, is 忠孝东路, Zhongxiao East Road. Whereby you will hear those taiwanese keep saying they wanna go Dong Qu 东区, yupp, this is the place.

But there isn't really anything there seriously. except for a lot of autobikes... Loads of them..

At there, it is even okay for a family to share a autobike. yes a family of 3. Child in front, Dad in centre, Mum clutching for her life behind.

And this is how their fire hydrant look like! Much like a gas mask thou.

Mail box! Totally looking like one.

AND! The satelite van that belongs to one of my favourite broadcasting centre.

Yepp, no doubt, WIF-LY... I had a good laugh when I saw this. Reminds me of Yvelyn thou. This is sorta like their Wireless@SG thingy.

So we shall give seats to IN-FIRM passengers.. So hurry up and do your botox treatment people.

I don't really much wanna explain about it bah. haha. Or it will be boring. But it is great to visit the memorial hall. History factor much as Dr. Sun influenced SG as well.

That's 101 !!! gahhh.
Shiny helmet soldiers that march out after the 1 hour duty.

Union wannabe much.
Freaking cute lur the "big head" leaders...

Off to Xing Guang San Yue for lunch. Hefty priced Japanese Cusine. But alright lah, we were very full thou.

This is our one day ez link card. Yepp they used the ez link card system too!

My dessert that I had to swallow much. Damn. I don't like red bean, much worst, green tea-ed.

Oh failed english haha. But it adds laughter in the trip! Sorry they don't have Asahi, they have ASHAI....

Now we are nearer to 101. Not going there today. But tomorrow!!

Off to the "bugis Street" WU FEN PU!!!! Initially, I didn't know how to get to the shopping area. So, ask around! I can fake a taiwan accent quite well.. heh...

Whole street of eat-snacks.. and clothes are like $4-$30 the max.... & OMG... GAHHH I really love there. You can find almost everything there! It closes like 1130pm? How great. You can't go there on Mondays as it is cater to the retail shop owners to get goods. So go on the other days lah!

Ta dah, funny much. They are counting down to 2012. Nope, not the movie, but the year. lame much? haha.

Yes, this day. Ximending's main street.

The INTELLIGENT LIBRARY that located inside the subway.. haha opened till 11pm + everyday. wow...

What's going to taiwan without eating Taiwanese Sausages? *ahem* bernice *ahem* The moment I took this picture, the woman start running away. Why? Police are loitering around... LOL.....

Some Just for Laughs...
xie xie you yu si... Thank you Shredded Cuttlefish...

Zhen Ta Ma De Hao Chi. It is f**king nice to eat.

Funny much? Heh heh... MY BUYS!!! Mainly from wu fen pu.

Rainbow socks.. cheap shit, but forget how much.
I love this corn soup from 7 eleven, it is delicious to the max.

Accessories that total up to be less than $10.

Brooch that cost $2??

Best buy! $8 stonewashed leggings!! Jean-like look.

Bought my biker jacket at $26 !!!!

Sliver & Gold M rings at 2 for $4.

Pink studs bracelet for me and bestie Ang.
and my wannabe fake dr martens... haha. No point buying real one when I think I won't really wear much... heh....

So this is it. My day 2. Much summarised yet again.. Day 3 is exciting, jay chou restaurant!

I'm tired of entertaining you.
Seriously, sometimes I wonder,
why do I care so much?

Taipei, Taiwan Trip 10/10 to 15/10 [DAY 1]

2009-10-18T17:17:00.012+08:00

Yoohoo~ Yes, this is my first travel log! How nice is this. heh. Alrights.
Since everywhere in SG is like promoting Taiwan, I will kick start the tour then!

For me right, I didn't board on a tour. Because it is quite stupid lah, and rush too, I rather do my own research and go to wherever I wanna go! Own time own target!
And Taiwan is the place I always wanted to go! Taipei, to be exact. hehe.

Not really because of the physical tourist attractions, but it is the feeling of taipei itself! It is like suddenly everything from the TV popped out real-life infront of me!

Brought 2 cameras along. Compact and DSLR. hehehe, kiasu much.
Currency exchange is SGD 1 = NT22

10/10
[Arrival @Hotel, Taipei Main Station, Ximending Night]

It is Taiwan's National Day, board on SQ 878 plane at 12:25pm terminal 3.
Get window seat yes, but got a freaking side block. URGH. nvm...
And I love air plane food, really, I love it. Singapore Airlines provide free alcohol somemore~ woohoo~ *getting drunk on an airplane~*

Bahhh, it is raining, I keep on praying it won't rain in Taipei when we reach.

Going Taipei with my older sis only. Yeah. She sponsored everything, coolios. But I have to do all the homework lah... haha. Although I never go Taipei before, but being exposed to the media, I know some of the places that really must must go!

So, goodbye Singapore, I'm flying off to Taipei!

But urm, the coke language is ????

Yes that's the thing that block the view... Not nice. So I focus myself on the movie instead. Finished Ice Age Meltdown & Ice Age Dawn of the Dinos!

My international choice. awwww... I missed it, it is so so nice....

Ahhh, Eat finish already up up up, above the cloud and the troposphere~ So nice right! A sea of clouds....

So, 5pm, Taipei and SG have no time difference.
Near the seaside is the rural area so you can expect to see padi fields everywhere. And they can have schools that is near the airport one leh, ai zaii...

Yupp, No Doubt. After a 1 hour bus ride, I've reach Taipei Main Station. It is only 6:21pm and I have to use torch light to shine my watch. Not that my watch light spoil lah, but torch more convinient. BUT! 6:30pm only leh!!! It seems like is 8pm!! They have shorter day, longer night! That is why they have more night markets!!

It is 23 degree Celsius over there. Strong Winds & im loving it. There is one interesting thing about Taipei is, almost everyone is wearing a mask. Not bad eh? To protect others and themselves. But I saw one girl with a Patent Mask. YES, those plastic patent black one. Can breathe meh? WLE.

That's me! At Taipei Main station East Gate.

On the cab to our hotel! It is just nearby so cab lah! Anyway the cab is damn cheap. NT70 when you board and NT5 every 300km there after!
Comfirm cheaper than SG lah. In taipei, the autobike more than the cabs, the cabs more than the cars! All the cabs are in yellow colour! So there isn't any yellow cars in taiwan! hahahaha.

My hotel, Just Sleep. It is under the Formosa Group, Regent Hotel. Yepp.

& Guess what opposite the hotel, there is a shop call MIRADA.. How nice eh.
Miranda shopping in Mirada drinking Mirinda.

YES! this is the wardrobe area of my room. They really make full use of the hotel space. It is a office building. the 5th floor till the 9th floor are hotel rooms. Nice!

BIG BIG BED!!! & TV. omg. i love the channels. There are 52 of them!! Not cable teevee you know. Just taiwan channels ALONE!

Vending & Icemaking machine is just outside. Beer selling at NT35 ! That is like $1.5 !! hahaha.

Hello! This is XiMenDing !!! :D

& of cos according to all tourist tradition i would need to go to the Modern Toilet Restaurant!

Sissy ordered the signature curry rice.
While I go for the pasta in toilet seat cover. Not bad, just a little Ex. The set came with a drink + dessert.

Like their decorations thou, practically toilet.
My dessert. Icey toiletbowl choco-vanila.

& Their SINK! So cute!! omg.. hahaha.. Who will thought of that?!

So after dinner we went roam around Ximending, breathe in the atmosphere and more..

This is just PART of Mirada. Yes, it is like 3 big watsons/guardians get together... No, add in SA SA as well. They also have apparels on the other levels.

The night street of Ximending, 41 Zhong
It is saturday night, normally on channel U there will be I guess, I guess x3, and thinking that I will missed the episode, I on the tv.. AHHHH!!! Got WO CAI YEH!! WOOHOOO!!!!

THEY HAVE KINDER SURPRISE OVER AT TAIPEI! OMG. EFF the stupid Kinder joy lah, sucks like hell. Kinder Surprise OWNED!

ahhh, this is taiwan's version of kickapo. Their local softdrink. Very nice. Much nicer than kickapo thou.

A very very nice grapefruit sweet.

And their receipt! So cute! Every 2 months they will change the receipt roll, due to the advertisement on the background. & reverse side, is the part where you can insert your name for some lucky draw or what.. haha.

Bought BB CREAM! Endorsed by Jolin Tsai, can trust lah..

And this Legere, one of the top brand over there pore concealer is like WHOA... Can from orange to peach.

Bourjois mini lipstick!! My fave! And this mascara, maybelline, not launched in SG yet!!!
The funky map of Xi Men Ding. HEHE...
& LOADS of maps of taipei.. HEHEHEHEHE..

Well, they don't have SARSI, but they have SARSIPARILLA!!!

This is somewhat my 1st night in Taipei thou. It is fun and exciting the next day as I've already planned out where to go before sleep. YoohoO~

Mr Face-less

2009-10-18T01:37:00.003+08:00

hello mr faceless,

you have been in my dreams daily.

We went up the ferris wheel, ate candle-lit dinner, sit by the riverside and watch sunrise.
Time passed by very fast, soon I was awake and you're gone.

You are in my mind for years, controlling my emotions during my sleep, when I was unconsicious.
You are my comfort when I cried to sleep because everyone was/is attached and im left standing here. Why all the other fat or ugly girls get their share in love whereas I have to stay out of it.

In a few months time, I will be reaching the 2nd decade of my life. Meaningless, unattached, unappreciated.

Life isn't all about studying, socialising, family & friends. They won't accompany me through most of my life. But you could.

It seems like everyone is in even numbers now. I'm yet stuck here. motionless.
I wished I could imerse myself into a deep deep sleep, so that I can be with you always.

But, may I know who you are Mr Faceless?
Will you unveil?

xoxo, Miranda.

Taiwan Here I Come!

2009-10-10T01:05:00.004+08:00

Hello!
Yeah, by the time some of you see this,
I'm already on the flight to Taipei already! (SQ flight 12noon)
Damn excited. Because the last time I went for a holiday
is when I was 4? Or 3? Urghs..
But school trip is 2006 lahhh.. Dun wanna talk about it.

Anyway~
Went Daiso IMM today to buy the vacuum travel pack.
& OMG, saw this rainbow case that I MUST BUY.
& Yes. So bought it on impulse... ahhahaa.

Will be bringing my rainbow belt and Union Bag along with ME!.

ah HAH. Bernice Ang, see, I bought another bottle.
Rock star seh... woohoo~

Okay, Nuff rants on the things I bought.

I will be staying in a hotel called JUST SLEEP Hotel in XiMenDing.
Alrights, yes, the hotel name is DAMN OHBIANG, but it is a boutique hotel!
See SEE! So cute...
aiya, I will take more pictures when I reached lah.

oh oh, me and sissy. (urm, yes, i'm travelling with my sister)
Will be roaming around Taipei in their MRT.
Almost like SG just that the names very cheena.

Tadah, Xi Men Ding.
& hahha purposely find the picture that has jaychou in it xD

Will be going to this shopping centre!!
It is called the Miramar S.C. Ferris Wheel... oh my~
It is the shopping centre that includes in the Taiwanese Drama.
Yea, the Channel U one.. Every night.. Yes..

& how can I not go to ShiLin Night Market right?
$3.50 for a piece of chicken cutlet is damn ex whey~
Yea, the fried one. Im gonna head there and get the SGD1.50 one!

&&&&
Most importantly,
WU FEN PU.
Oh man, there is like bigger than bugis by 10 times.
heard that it is a whole sale place. ;D

Lastly, for my personal itinery lah, not for the whole trip,
is my JAY CHOU RESTAURANT!
xD can't wait! can't wait!

Not forgetting the Taipei 101.....
gahhhh... it is just like the Merlion in SG,
a MUST SEE... =_="
I shall see how TALL it is.

okays, doodles people! Have fun!
I'll be back on Wednesday!
;D

Spartans on the WarPath

2009-10-06T16:07:00.008+08:00

hello people!!! I know I've been neglecting this space for quite some times..
Aiyah, no momentum to update mah, lazyyy...

I'm not Miss SG World, so I don't see a need to blog in perfect english here. And who can decide which type of english is perfect anyway. No one speaks like shakespears now right?

hmm, let's see when shall I began to update?

Oh yah, I made my own union flag using the beads.
I think it is damn nice, don't you think so? xD

To "pei" together with my Sequinned Union Flag Bag.
Chio right, I know damn chio, going to bring this bag to taiwan!

On Saturday which is the mooncake festival, attended my cousin's wedding.
Over at Jurong Point's Pioneer Wharf Restuarant & i'm the receptionist.

Together with cousin Kerene Ong.
Camwhore~ Camwhore~

These are our nieces and nephew.
yes, the eldest(on the left) is sec one.
My eldest nephew is 17 ! Talking about OLD huh.

gahhh, the bunch of cousin bros that I grew up with.
Never fail to bully me and my cussie sis.

MONDAY! Which is err, yesterday!
Went back to school to let the CC see the Dance Video.
Got the approval and super wow.

Followed the Spartan Video team around and watch them film.

Video peeps!
I'm glad that our Spartan's SLs are damn united this year.

Chillax at Holland V after filiming.

At the usual place where me and Bernice normally chill.

Lynn Phyo sent Kelwyn a DAMN GAY MESSAGE
that made us laughed like hell.

Betty and Jhovanie!

Underaged but, hahahahhahaha.
lalalalalala~

Taiwan Trip is 3 days time! Super excited about it.
Shall update more about my preparation in the next entry!
;D