20090511

don't

Why?
Why everything has to be so coincidental?
I hate my life as it is so full of bad surprises.
WHY EVERYTHING HAS TO BE LINKED?
I've told myself to moved on, and I thought that I've moved on.
But why everything is like back to normal again?

Why is everyone treating me like this?

When ever you need me, you treat me nice?
When you needed help, I will always be there to give my best.
When ever you are in distress, I'm always the one giving you the directions.
When there is a good thing happened to you, you will not share it with me.
When everytime you are lonely and needed someone, I'm always there despite how busy I am.
When you need a listening ear, I'm always there.
When you are is discomfort, I'm the one who cared.

But why,
When you are with your friends, I'm always invisible?
When you are being told to list out the important friends, I'm not in the list?
When everytime I gave you a call, a sms, a msg, you always reply 384753489 hours later?
When everytime I talk something about myself, you would try to change topics?
When everytime I needed someone, you are always not there?
When everytime you talk to me, your eyes flustered?
When you picked up my calls, you sound pissed?

But why? Why am I so minute to you? Why am I so insignificant to you?
When will be the day whereby I'm truely happy?

Lastly,
Why do I dreamt about you?




Miranda is just like a paper plate.
Use and Throw.