He wished he is her first
&
she hoped that she is his last.
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she hoped that she is his last.
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I logged in into a familiar place.
A place I frequent back in the past.
Faces changed, Images and Documents were all deleted.
Someone amended the things I did.
I laughed.
Proceed on to see the contents.
Saw a woman.
Although the things weren't updated.
Date: July 2008.
What was I doing back then? Oh yah.
Infatuated by someone.
Read entries and stories.
Heart wrenched.
Jealous? Perhaps.
read Date: August 2008.
I smiled again.
It ended.
I stopped and wondered, will you head back the road you took before.
Will you open the door you once slammed hard at.
Will you mend the broken heart that you stabbed.
Bedsheet in clenched fists,
I can't believe I dreamt that you were the father of my child.
With a perspiring head, I asked myself.
Is it coming back?
It has been 6 years since everything started and stopped.
Tell me this is a game.
A game of fate.
Xoxo,
Miranda.
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I dreamt that I was pregnant and I did an abortion.
Pregnant
To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.
Abortion
To dream that you have an abortion, suggests that you are hindering and blocking your own growth. You may be hesitant in pursuing a new direction in your life. The dream may also be a reflection of your own real-life abortion. And thus serve as a way of healing from the trauma and working towards self-acceptance.
is it true? The dream last till 5pm today. Yes, very long and scary.
