Me.

I know I've been lagging, Taiwan Day 4 and 5 not done yet.

BUSY.


Been dwelling on things a lot. Rainy days are great as I can get to wear my jacketss. But it makes oneself gloomy. Keep staring into my phone. Holding it, expecting something from it, but it didn't came. I knew I'm a failure in strong determination of excluding myself from that. Just couldn't man.
Perhaps that is what I must go through now, but, it isn't there for me.

School hasn't been a bitch yet, soon to come I think. Concrete casting sucks the hell out of me. Need to breathe... Air isn't that fresh yet.

Wish to earn money. But the current diploma that I'm vomiting my life for isn't my passion.
I belonged to the arts, but I'm ain't in UK, USA, AUSSIE, JAPAN or TAIWAN.... I'm here, sucked in SG whereby the only practical way to survive is with those sheets of paper stamped by elites schools...

oh mann oh mann. I wonder, what kind of job will I be in next time...

I wonder too, what kind of man will I be with next time...