firstly, if the thing is going to be held at my vicinity, why is transportation a problem? Shouldn't be the stuffs can be placed at my hse?
Every single thing wasn't even planned well, how do you expect me to be anticipated and excited about it?
Seriously, laziness got it all over your head. Self centered much? It is like I'm the one who will bothers to do all the shits and use damn loads of efforts to stay up late to make sure everything goes in order, making sure surprises are done correctly. In the end? What did I got?
The word SORRY doesn't really comes here nicely as it can't really solved the problem. Actually, I'm damn tired of these already. Being the one planning, and holding things together when shits happens between both of you.
Spending time together seems so hard for us now. What happens to all the little things that matters when we were young and poor?
I'm a person that matters birthday most and yes I know I've said it tons of times already.
I really fucking hate when I do so much for others and get shits in returns.
NO.
I'M NOT A SAINT. I DON'T DO CHARITIES. seriously(except buying tissues from aunties & calling hotlines).
I told myself not to cry again on my own birthdays as I always did for the past years as the guy I loved never wish me.
But this year who did I teared for? You Girls.
Happy Unteen Birthday to Me.
