Why everything still seems so awkward?
Why is it so when you have girlfriend I have to be absent from your life?
Why is it when only there is problem between you & her, I have to be there for you?
Why am I still so willing? No, I don't love you anymore. The infatuation, butterflies in stomach feeling is gone. Why am I still reacting this way?
Why is it when others asked about your girlfriend stuffs, you don't answer but yet glanced at me?
Why is it when others still make fun of us you look so awkward?
What am I to you? To me, you are someone special, no one can be replaced, not even my future husband. Because you are the 1st dude that I've confessed to, you are the one that I used to love without any reason. Because you are.
I know for sure I don't like/love you now, because I will like other people.
But why, why still I have that awkward feeling?
URGHS.
