Take my wings and fly away

Sudden happiness, who am I to kid?

It is always the little things that matters. But how come one can chose to focus on things that,
well, doesn't seem important but neglects the more 'important' ones?

Deep down, I am confused. And mom is not helping by the constant reminders of him.
Shouldn't have let her know in the first place. But oh well, what's done is done.

I know I shouldn't brood, I should move on.

To others I might seem desperate about getting a boyfriend oh well, yeah, I do. But not to the extent of shoving my pussy out to the public. (sorry for the crude)

I just wanna me to be happy.

Perhaps when ah chai( my female bff)  is back, I'll be more cheerful.