20110820

horrible august

This august was quite a horrible one.

I've decided to come out of the quicksand myself. Stay afloat and all.
However, yet, I've stepped into another one too quickly.
Totally asking for it.

I blame myself for that. I trust my intuition. This won't be the one either.

I gave too much. Silly me, to think that it would keep a guy's heart.

A guy is still a guy. No matter what, they have the controlling decision.

fuck my life.